From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V1 #7 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Monday, April 27 1998 Volume 01 : Number 007 Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Favorite Emotion [Zaria2 ] ET: nothin much [vonfam@rapfire.net] ET: hi guys ["Christie Ambert" ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Sat, 25 Apr 1998 18:40:21 EDT From: Zaria2 Subject: ET: Favorite Emotion Hi guys! I think this group should be changed from EveryDay Thought to the Broken Hearted! I feel so bad for what everybody is going through... A few days ago somebody asked what everyone's favorite emotion is. I gave it a lot of thought and I came up with relief. At first I was going to say love, but I thought that over. While love can be so good, it can also be so devestating and full of hurt. So here's my explanation to why I like relief... Relief is thinking that you failed a test and you get an A on it. Relief is thinking that the guy you like hates you but then everything gets worked out. I guess relief can also be reassurance... It's good to know that everything is going to be alright... Well that's it... feel better guys! Love, *Jen* ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 26 Apr 1998 18:02:40 -0500 From: vonfam@rapfire.net Subject: ET: nothin much Hey Guys!! Here's some poems I just wrote during one of my moments where I think too much about things that ultimatley don't make a difference. Okay! I'm going on, and I'm probably not making any sense. I hope everyone is well... Always, Naomi naomisplace@angelfire.com - ---------------------- too much I think, I worry too much. I worry about my figure I worry about my hair I worry about my parents I worry about my brothers I worry about my friends I worry about the weather and wonder if it'll pour when I go out I worry about you and the things you say you feel I worry about you loving me, so much that you don't seem to believe there's anything, or anyone else out there I worry about myself for by worrying so much I leave myself vulnurable when I welcome strangers with an open heart. I think, I care too much. 4-26-98 - ---------------------- Behind a Wall From behind a wall I speak to you You ask me things and I answered the way I felt or did I? I don't know what *I* feel anymore this person you know is *that* person really me? or is this personality, hidden behind the wall truly me? Am I thinking too much? Imagining things in effort to make sense of what I don't understand Is this new person, that comes out, only for you my *true* self? or have I simply taken up, another roll, trying to be, what I think you want. I'm trapped behind this wall, Who am I anyway? 4-26-98 - ------------------- ICQ #10320304 http://www.angelfire.com/ok/naomisplace/index.html - -------------------------- "And when everything feels like the movies...you bleed just you know you're alive..." ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 26 Apr 1998 18:24:49 -0700 From: "Christie Ambert" Subject: ET: hi guys So i`m sitting here in my living room i finally fixed the posting address in my address book. I`m working a lot and sometimes i wear myself out, yesterday was my 21st birthday and i have a bad cold...this things always happen to me.Anyway, I got a card from my best friend and like 10 phone calls from my friends and family. Well that`s it.....oh here is my latest poem... i wrote it thurday it`s a sad one sorry to spoil our happy mood. suicide by: christie the flowerchild angel - ------------------------------------------------------- I try to be a nice person, and I`ve been told I`m a good friend. I lost one of my friends to suicide 3 years ago today. I really tried to help him but he just overdosed himself and died alone in a motel. I heard a song called JUMPER by third eye blind, reminds me of this person I was knew, my friend he reached his goal....he left this unfair,uncaring world but he left us...his friends,his family and his wife. so if you think of suicide,think again. because friends and family suffer after your death... I tried it once and fail so I decided to reinvent myself. I like the new me...positve and full of life...a go-getter. Always think twice ...analyze all your options make intelligent desitions...not desitions that make other suffer. that`s it....bye for now. Christie The Flowerchild Angel @--->--->--- Get your FREE, private e-mail account at http://www.mailcity.com ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V1 #7 ********************************