From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #336 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Wednesday, November 24 1999 Volume 02 : Number 336 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Why did I die(poem) [Seth Fulmer ] ET: I hate girls(poem) [Seth Fulmer ] ET: ~ passively seeking the precious&found thee ~ ["maRty" ] ET: ~a neurotic's holiday~ :) [shivergirl ] ET: ~princess pretty's skewed pr~ [shivergirl ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Tue, 23 Nov 1999 10:17:43 -0500 (EST) From: Seth Fulmer Subject: ET: Why did I die(poem) Hi everyone :) Ok..I admit that this poem doesn't seem(to me) to be up to my usual ability, but I thought I'd send this to you. I just wrote this maybe 10 minutes ago. Comments, flames, etc. are welcome but not mandatory. And if you don't want to receive these anymore, let me know and I won't include you anymore. Take care and Have a Great Day! :o) - -Seth =============================== Why did I die by Seth D. Fulmer 11/23/99 In the middle of the night You came to me You sat at my bedside and cried with me You held me close and kissed my head and when it was all over You buried me dead Why oh why did you have to go? You came to me so faithful Then you went home I waited and waited and still you didn't come And then I looked down and saw an ugly sight You went over to visit a girl much uglier with bangs of pure blond and baggy fake breasts This girl really needed someone to point her straight You should have done it You were so great Then I did realize That girl was me You came to visit You did not leave I feel so sorry to do this to you Why did I die and leave you to this? ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 23 Nov 1999 14:37:12 -0500 (EST) From: Seth Fulmer Subject: ET: I hate girls(poem) Hi there...It's me again. I just had a talk with Amanda or rather got an email from her...*groan* Well, you can ask me personally about this, but I think the poem tells you all sorta...Again, if you wanna be removed from the list of people I send poetry to, just mention it to me nicely and I will not send you it anymore. Take care and Have a Great Day! :o) -Seth ================================== I hate girls by Seth D. Fulmer 11/23/99 I hate girls I want to fly though in my mind I wish I'd die White ones, Black ones, Green ones too Red striped ones with white little shoes They always lie They sometimes pout They make you like them then they want out Into the mud my heart does fly soaring, tumbling thrown away to die Melting me forever with their sweet little ways Screwing me sideways like a knife through the navel I want out dammit I want out now I either want them to fess up or never will I go out. ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 23 Nov 1999 23:32:14 +0100 From: "maRty" Subject: ET: ~ passively seeking the precious&found thee ~ ¤ god handed me the map to a treasure and he told me it's the most valuable i would ever find in a whole earth-time. he said: "you may have to go a long way to pick it up". and he continued: "it may not always be easy for thee" but so he consoled me by saying: "for you see, my son, love is never easy but when you find this one rare treasure, at least you will know the true meaning of love. and you will come to see that all you need in life to feel unity and joy.. is this one treasure, and me.." ¤ i found the nugget &it's you my lil star* ¤ ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 23 Nov 1999 23:43:03 +0100 From: "maRty" Subject: ET: ~ grow wings ~ nov.19* thatlovelyday. ...... ~ an ode to my sweet collibri ~ ¤ just show me that you know what you are.. what i told you.. to believe in.. to Love yourself.. &what you are.. ¤ flickan med ett hjärta av guld flickan som förtjänar all kärlek flickan som är naturligt vacker flickan som är den enda.. kvinnan som jag vill leva med ¤ och älska utöver denna världens alla gränser.. ¤ the rest will come to you and it's all for free.. ¤ my love for you has got no price has got no tag has got no nag ¤ just a reward waiting for the already picked lucky winner. ¤ you will find yourself in reality a beautiful day ¤ by just being yourself stay true to what you feel don't be afraid i will take you under my wing and carry you through storm high above the eye may my feathers protect you from chill and evilness will only reach us as a scent in the air as we reach the outer layers of the atmosphere ~ & ~ in times of doubtfulness and sprouting hesitation i would call for help to grow strong for my love to keep you near and in to never give up on you my only love that you will forever be the one closest to my soul and my heart never to stop beating for you feeding you with endless and understanding affection i would call for help that my saviour will put his hands above us to protect us from all disruption and disunion and forever fold our hands together knit our hearts seamlessly and never to grow apart and let those words ~ grow wings ~ and take flight to your heart and be with you close as your own and ~ guardian angel ~ and may your decisions be blessed with wisdom tranquility and serenity.. ~ my love ~ come to me and make yourself at home when you're ready.. ¤ i'll be down at the seashore staring at the horizon gazing at stars and i'm as alone as i ever was with an embrace and a rose waiting.. 4you* ¤ ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 23 Nov 1999 21:41:48 -0500 From: shivergirl Subject: ET: ~a neurotic's holiday~ :) (i'm nots so good with session-order..so if it seems to go up and down..it does..like everything..forgive me..my bi-polar tendencies..) * what an introduction what a persecution what a great way to make a first impression * don't love me because you need me just need me because you love me and we'll be fine * shedding skin like a snake dropping weight actual pounds like beloved losing her stomach when sethe decides she has to miscarry her baby in order to save her self * chapter 3 you and me what does everyone else see i wonder between the werds i haven't heard have you? they'll never get to that place here in our head though the forest-bed you know what i'm talking about don't you? you know i know you do and i do too with you again and again the end * concurrent sentence we can't have that how bout individual penance instead where you're strapped to all my pews (stand-in beds) restrained by nails blindfolded with veronica's vinegar-drenched towel and there are no mary magdalenes in sight for you to fuck when you get out on parole * take responsibility admit exxon&evian never really had a chance together were just an inevitable disaster waiting to happen where jfk jr. went down that i was simply naive spelling everything backwards from the beginning giving away a titanic of a gift when i was essentially the captain every sea crawling up to another shore never enough lifeboats for me to float to sink * three's company my favourite show i showed up and found i didn't like the crowd so much after all menage-a-trois duplicity let's-all-be-friends mentality and don't forget staged emotional urgency or the arrogance and hypocrisy of being doubled-up having to share heather nova with the unworthy although i didn't steal it and pass it off as my own poetry just acted like chrissy with an overbearing mr. roper dear jack * please comfort me give me your forbidden intimacy she's being so cold to me these canadian winter days in july she never realizes her effect on me little miss jack frost so childishly sweet and i don't believe in christmas trees ever since my father disowned me doesn't even bother to speak to me anymore but you you phone from your car and then you call back you like my logic you believe in moral responsibility and you listen to me for hours you contribute to my life like no other so what is your number can i look it up on the sly if i don't i might die can i call you secretly while she's at werk i just need some empathy and all the men you've had were jerks i want to be with you wherever you are you know that i don't tell her but it's not cheating you understand * ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 23 Nov 1999 21:56:16 -0500 From: shivergirl Subject: ET: ~princess pretty's skewed pr~ * feel regal not cause someone else called her a queen but because she was wandering around like a little lost love has-been when he came onto the scene behind the screen all along wanting to get up&close and personal cept she didn't know about the restrictions then the way he was told to keep his distance not in so many werds of course just heard in the constant "we're fine."/ "we're happy." press releases she never even knew were being sent out * you can have an affair with a similar; it's just like alanis said: emotional-- not physical. but that doesn't mean, it doesn't hurt, just as much. * the closest i can get to her is through you and i want you to know i would be calling her right this minute if i could but i can't so i'm calling you * betrayal between women what does it mean? does it have anything to do with cereal at all? i don't know i just know the deception when every boundary is broken through like a virgin's hymen it's then that you know that men have nothing to do with raping certain kinds of trust * ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #336 **********************************