From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #284 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Wednesday, October 6 1999 Volume 02 : Number 284 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Poem ["Karen Miller" ] ET: Poem (Thoughts of You) [Christopher Overholser ] ET: death on the inside ["Robert A. Peate" ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Mon, 4 Oct 1999 22:20:08 -0700 From: "Karen Miller" Subject: ET: Poem I am having problems with my self and i wrote this poem so i could talk out loud so plsz comment or whatever The days that I feel worthless are the worst The days when I see the stretch marks on my body and I want to make myself through up The time I remember how I wanted to die and how those thoughts never leftThey just became quiet When I feel like I just want to go crawl into a hole and never wake up And when I want to cry like a baby the tears never fall Yet when I do cry I feel like a child I let my skin look like shit Going to school makes me feel sick and unworthy The pain in my stomach when I look in the mirror That never goes away How I see the skinny girls and how I see me The ugly one who is truly alone Then I feel the pain of my life I remember how I feel How I look And how I am not happy When I see a boy I give my heart to them only to have them reject it Trying to deal with life one day at a time is not possible I have too many things to do So I cry out to you in a plea of pain and despair please help me holly ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 05 Oct 1999 20:22:04 -0400 From: Christopher Overholser Subject: ET: Poem (Thoughts of You) Any comments for better or worse are more than welcome. "Brevity is the soul of wit", as Shakespeare said, so worry not about the length! Do not hesitate, I would really appreciate any opinion. Thanks! Thoughts of You I so wish not to say it, but yet I must confess- How you haunt my every moment of consciousness. Thoughts of you, are like lightning in a storm. They temporarily brighten my dreary norm. ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 5 Oct 1999 21:42:03 -0400 From: "Robert A. Peate" Subject: ET: death on the inside my whole being was directed toward you but you pushed me away you killed me by degree my love died and i left before you took my soul with it. my direction has changed; i am now turned toward another better. - --robert a. peate ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #284 **********************************