From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #257 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Monday, September 6 1999 Volume 02 : Number 257 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: hi ["C. C. & S." ] ET: Re: poemsept.4th ["C. C. & S." ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Sat, 04 Sep 1999 21:18:02 -0700 From: "C. C. & S." Subject: ET: hi i just want to say that it's lookin good. you newish angels (hehe) are really talented and have beautiful poetry and energy.. hey you oldies. kristin, jamie, jon, doc, etc. you still out there? i haven't been sending much stuff...i've been making stuff into music more. i'll write soon though. love sam the ? angel ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 05 Sep 1999 09:57:50 -0700 From: "C. C. & S." Subject: ET: Re: poemsept.4th rachel-i like it muy mucho. emily-write me! please? summer and carsie-i love you girls. (and emily and rachel too.) i'm afraid i don't have anything amazing to leave you with right now while i leave for the week, cept some "going to be" songs and things like that - shitty. but i'll send it anyway. ** hell is sweet life is sweet as hell hell is so very sweet it's the throb that haunts our lives we move to its beat hell's the choice we made pain & desperate tears but it's the sweetest thing we love despite our fears it's the feeling leaves you dry to never be satisfied torture haunts us all our lives making us humans, so alive... life is so very sweet, hell so very sweet, so very very very sweet... loving the heated glow in insomniac hours the crushed soul weeps at hellish flowers it's the feeling leaves you dry knowing never satisfied torture haunts us all our lives making us smile, we're so alive... and life is so very sweet, hell so very sweet, so very very very sweet... life is so very sweet... ** kiss never again, say, never again will i allow myself to be sucked in never again, no believing the words stinging like glass in my memory heard but all i wanted, really was a kiss just a kiss, from your lips feeling of a soul on my fingertips just a kiss, from his lips my breath breathing into his just a kiss i was always making lines pretending i didn't want you mind and when you turned away i'm the one begging you to stay - -when all i wanted, really was a kiss just a kiss, from your lips feeling of a soul on my fingertips just a kiss, from his lips my breath breathing into his just a kiss and all i wanted, really was to know that i'll be missed a promise from your lips just a kiss ** ** perfect i want to be a perfect girl yellow tube top, green eyed swirl long straight hair, no circles bruised smooth carved jaw, nice skin unused a little waist & pouting lips flawless legs that quickly kick round breasts not big not small platform shoes though i'm tall gorgeous smile, charismatic air confidant, sweet, willing to dare creative and so well adored in no arena is she abhored i want to be something i'm not disliking myself more every shot i don't feel it but i work so much not enough, and all that such trying is too great a task why do i want to be her? i ask is my soul not shining through? or do i just look up to you ** love sam ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #257 **********************************