From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #196 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Wednesday, July 7 1999 Volume 02 : Number 196 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Re: YO! [JonBoy911@aol.com] ET: tu ra lu ra la, it's an irish lulabye [rockabye@juno.com] ET: hi ["C. C. & S." ] ET: 2 ["C. C. & S." ] ET: Can anyone help? [Mandabear Four ] ET: To Dennis Harris ["Rizioule" ] ET: another untitiled poem, surprise surprise [Courtney M Gordon ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Tue, 6 Jul 1999 00:05:03 EDT From: JonBoy911@aol.com Subject: ET: Re: YO! Well let's see.....I have a backlog of thoughts posts here in my mailbox, when I see something from Sam I usually read it immediately..... Sam once again, I love your stuff, you capture emotion into words so well. :) I've been keeping myself busy this summer. My acting ensamble just said good-bye to one of our members who is going to Germany to live. He left this morning, so this weekend was filled with trying to fit in as much time with him as possible. Our ensamble has been meeting in the mornings for four hours on week days and on top of that I am an apprentice to an acting teacher in an acting camp in the afternoon. These little kids are draining all of my energy. In my free time, that I am actually conscious, I attempt to read Dr. Zhivago and I miss my girlfriend who happens to be in Costa Rica right now. It's hard to read russian literature when you are exahusted, but I have to finish it soon so that I can fit in War and Peace before school starts. See ya!!! :) Jon ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 6 Jul 1999 00:31:45 -0500 From: rockabye@juno.com Subject: ET: tu ra lu ra la, it's an irish lulabye "creativity can only lack what it has not sought" "the power of a mind can kill the power of an army!" We ridicule, hurt, maim, and kill. We love, live, die, fear, and hate! We write, sing, think, and read. But mostly we know! We as human beings have the power and freedom to do these things freely because it is our right! Just remember this when you see a post about how Jewel sang a song or danced on stage or walked down the street or put her makeup on! "we are only human!" "Persecution by one but prosecution by many!" Scott S. http://homestead.com/rocksolid ___________________________________________________________________ Get the Internet just the way you want it. Free software, free e-mail, and free Internet access for a month! Try Juno Web: http://dl.www.juno.com/dynoget/tagj. ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 06 Jul 1999 09:16:21 -0700 From: "C. C. & S." Subject: ET: hi hey, here are some more "poems." summer...(and jon)...i talked to ramon (my now-ex) last night, guess what he's thinking of doing? hooking up again with his ex. it's only been 2 weeks and he can move on that quickly! then he wanted to know what i thought of him. what am i, his goddamn shrink? well babes he asked for it, you might be happy to know i finally gave it to him. (my opinion, that is.) "i hate the living" -mib first, a poem from fiona apple: when the pawn hits the conflicts he thinks like a king what he knows throws the blows when he goes to the fight and he'll win the whole thing 'fore he enters the ring there's no body to battle when your mind is your might so when you go solo you hold your own hand and remember that depth is the greatest of heights and if you know where to stand then you know where to land and if you fall it won't matter cause you know that you're right. = = = it's 4 o'clock on the 54th avenue headed downtown a week away from you and i feel so wrong in this average day as everyone bustles to their matinee oh swing around to that sound that awful sound of drowning i got my kick and i had my box but what do i do when i think of you i swallow my ring and sing, i sing = = = it's been a long day and i know i'm tired and no, 'm not angry i'm just feeling wired but i began wondering if you had cared about me would you have told me who the calls were from? and if i was hurting you took a good look at me when you kissed me did you say her name? cause i can't remember. cause i know you say you're sane but you must take the blame for once in your fucking life and you say that you pray but i choke on your words till there's nothing left, no and i'm not gonna let you get away with it again when your light's off, and your blue balls are cold, well you can stuff it my friend i've been run down i've been run over once too many times and i'm sick and nice and i've lost all my faith so fuck flippin the dime you're lost in the woods of your own desire so open wide, and eat your fire your kiss on the lips of satan's whore left you begging for more and i'm losing or i'm winning but you always get the last stroke and so this time when you backtrack you won't be at it, no you'll never get it, i'll waste you until you go broke and break your fucking heart and shake your life apart and flake out on you when you need me and break your fucking heart and shake your life apart and flake out on you when you need me when you need me as you did me when you need me = = = "you have a great view on all this world i'll remember i dated daddy's little girl" let's see how much more you can insult me you say words but not what i see like how you made me fight to my last breath you jingled the chains as i drowned in depth first you cry like a babe and then lash your flame i got scars on my hands and it's a cryin' shame i have never asked you to give me this all i wanted was to remember bliss and now you force these stained memories what is it that you want from me? i have my hands tied behind me now on my knees in sand asking myself how am i supposed to bruise and batter you? i claw at the reins but it won't tell me true my hands are tied and i don't know, now you give your hand can i take it, how am i supposed to use this bruised might i claw at the reins i cannot give up this fight = = = sorry if they suck. give me your opinion summer (and jon)-- love sam the ? angel ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 06 Jul 1999 09:22:01 -0700 From: "C. C. & S." Subject: ET: 2 i guess there are more. i forgot i'd written these. *sad smile* guam 7.5.99-sm dancing in the red sea in guam-or paris, france? anyway, your eyes licked me as you danced and you almost had me going you almost had me stung and the lights shook a moment in the stars shifting from your stare your green and orange churning air your peacock shattered blueglass flare your dark and haunting swarming care all swallowed in your stare when we were in rome the fireworks all ablaze people turned to look at you through the smoky haze i couldn't help feeling then unseen, secondary though when set my way you couldn't lie, could only see so suave perfect lips hanging below a dazzling sea smooth gentle hands succombing to me a satin soul moving in a breath's breeze and i never got why all those eyes could see was me - - - - it's sunshine's lavendar summer - -sm, 7.5.99 light glints off the ocean tan skin shines in the sun and even they say you sexy thing i'm still down today i'm hoping this is passing just a short parody because what i lust yo shake the bust it doesn't come to me so much bliss and so much love so much life and such fun love this sunshine has got to bring- to soap the sad- and make me sing and everything will be alright everything will be alright fireworks will start tonight everything will be alright from such bliss and so much love so much life and such fun love beach friendship and sunshine love dancing days and moonlight love and everything will be alright everything will be alright give me summer starlight everything's gonna be alright - - - - here when gone sm 7.5.99 do you believe in miracles i don't know if i do i thought that life began when i came to you and now look here at me, i'm here at me, i'm here you're gone your eyes were glowing your tongue was cool your summer sunscreen tan beach or swimming pool and now my dear just me, i'm here just me, i'm here when gone you're gone i set the fire and dropped the match i threw the flame, but couldn't catch extinguished, now look at me and am i, will i always be the one who's here, the one who's strong, the one who's always here when gone second best almost as close as friends in the sea but i nearly kissed your smile when you turned to me and now look here at me, i'm here at me, i'm here you're gone and am i, will i always be the one who's here when gone the one who's here when gone here when gone == that last one really uh clicked...i mean it's the one that i like the most and that expressed best...for me... love sam the ? angel "and break your fucking heart and shake your life apart and flake out on you when you need me" - -me :-) ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 6 Jul 1999 13:42:25 -0400 From: Mandabear Four Subject: ET: Can anyone help? Is there anyone out there who is an avid Christian, or someone who is really into God, that wouldn't mind talking about God and the Bible with me? I am new in my faith and I have had this feeling inside of me that I should be looking deeper into the Bible and spreading His message out there in the world? I want to change my life and surround myself in His love and I want to share that with others too. I am also interested in learning about other religions as well as my own which is now American Baptist.. I converted from Catholisicm on Palm Sunday of this year. So, if you're interested, please write me back. Love in Christ, ~Mandabear~ The Forever Seeking Teen Angel ________________________________________________________________ Get free e-mail you don't need Web access to use -- Or get full, reliable Internet access from Juno Web! Download your free software today: http://dl.www.juno.com/dynoget/tagh. ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 6 Jul 1999 12:08:59 -0700 From: "Rizioule" Subject: ET: To Dennis Harris Hello Dennis, Are you able to access your email or are you just reading the list ? I sent you 2 items but the only one you responded to was a list post. Did you get Brads # in New Orleans ? Rizioule World of Rizioule Interactive Adventure http://www.homestead.com/rizioule/ " Gathering of Angels" Concert Tour "Music for the World to Love By" http://www.homestead.com/GatheringofAngels/ ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 6 Jul 1999 18:14:20 -0500 From: Courtney M Gordon Subject: ET: another untitiled poem, surprise surprise the remote control doesn't work anymore i thought it did yesterday. the clock chimes in the distance which is funny not funny ha ha but funny odd because i thought it was closer than that. much like yourself. you talk a lot about your cat Midnight and about your love for me about your last cup of java but you are too far away to reach anymore which is funny not funny ha ha but funny odd because i thought we were closer than that. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ comments, questions and constructive criticism welcome with open arms! love and luck always Courtney ___________________________________________________________________ Get the Internet just the way you want it. Free software, free e-mail, and free Internet access for a month! Try Juno Web: http://dl.www.juno.com/dynoget/tagj. ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 6 Jul 1999 19:17:14 -0400 From: Mandabear Four Subject: ET: Gods Gift God's Gifts To Adam One day The Lord spoke to Adam. "I've got some good news and some bad news," The Lord said. Adam looked at The Lord and replied, "Well, give me the good news first." > >> > > > >> > > Smiling, The Lord explained, "I've got two new > >> > organs for you, one is > >> > > called a brain. It will allow you to create new > >> > things, solve > >> > > problems, and have intelligent conversations with > >> > Eve. The other organ > >> > > I have for you is called a penis. It will give you > >> > great physical > >> > > pleasure and allow you to reproduce your now > >> > intelligent life form and > >> > > populate this planet. Eve will be very happy that > >> > you now have this > >> > > organ to give her children." > >> > > > >> > > Adam, very excited, exclaimed, "These are great > >> > gifts you have given to > >> > > me. What could possibly be bad news after such > >> > great tidings?" > >> > > > >> > > The Lord looked upon Adam and said with great > >> > sorrow, "You will never > >> > > be able to use these two gifts at the same time." - --------- End forwarded message ---------- ________________________________________________________________ Get free e-mail you don't need Web access to use -- Or get full, reliable Internet access from Juno Web! Download your free software today: http://dl.www.juno.com/dynoget/tagh. - --------- End forwarded message ---------- ________________________________________________________________ Get free e-mail you don't need Web access to use -- Or get full, reliable Internet access from Juno Web! 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