From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #190 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Friday, July 2 1999 Volume 02 : Number 190 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: poem and story [Seth Fulmer ] ET: poem [Courtney M Gordon ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Thu, 1 Jul 1999 09:58:40 -0400 (EDT) From: Seth Fulmer Subject: ET: poem and story Hi! How are you? Ok, I sorta realized a way to get out of my dilemma. If I can't banish my feelings..perhaps I can place them elsewhere...like say back into the perfect woman image that I write about in my 2nd novel. That woman is Deana. I actually wrote this poem before I came to this realization, but basically Deana is the personification of all the physical attributions and ideals that I would like to see in my ideal mate. "Deana" in latin means "Little Goddess". When I see her in my dreams, it produces some sort of hormonal/endocrinal happening in my brain(or my brain in my dream that is) and I feel weird. The thing about Deana is that despite the fact that we're perfect for each other and we're both single, we never confront those emotions and it's more of a "You know I love you and I know you love me but we're going to do nothing about that except just play around and be friends"(Oh..I have had this scheme going for a while in my thoughts about my novel) than anything and if we "were" to like get married or make it serious, then that would like totally screw up the way things are. But like in my 2nd novel..they live together (for reasons I'm not revealing unless you ask). Anyhow, without further ado, here is the poem. - ------------------------------ Poem to my dear Deana by Seth D. Fulmer 7/1/99 Deana my love, my dear, sweet, darling love Where have you been? I miss you like hell Your flowers have wilted and begun to rot The pie on the window has given way to bugs The kids and I can't wait any longer We miss you more with each incoming breath. Life has its virtues, You have much more You have my love, my heart, and my soul God sends His messengers down here to Earth to make your life pleasant, at least very good. Your hair like pure silk just glistens in the rain Your breasts are made of gold and could buy you heaven's joy Your nose like a little bity chocalate eclair cupcake could make demons faint and rise to heaven with pure ecstasy. Your eyes, like two diamonds they're worth a dozen swiss banks When you look into them, It makes you feel homesick. When you talk to perfect strangers on the street with a smile They turn around, take a breath, and thank God you're alive Now, with a smile and a kiss on the cheek, a hug lasting hours, and long photo finish, I send you this poem, Deana, my love Please keep this by your side, and never let go. - ------------------------------------------------- I hope you all enjoy! :) Seth Fulmer mailto:usfulmer@mcs.drexel.edu mailto:st96t879@post.drexel.edu mailto:kaosking@voicenet.com webpages: http://www.voicenet.com/~kaosking Quotes/Song Lyrics that describe my feelings :) "I tried to forget you but you tied bells to your name, and they'd jingle every time I thought of you...without shame" - -Jewel, "Love me just leave me alone" ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 1 Jul 1999 23:07:52 -0400 From: Courtney M Gordon Subject: ET: poem your eyes were ablaze waves of emotion kind of like jim morrison i thought that was wierd. you said you were misunderstood because you don't deem it weird to be filled with sheer malediction for some nameless people, and other people did. but i said i didn't find it wierd that you were a little sanguinary at times. because you could find ways to extricate me from even the worst situations, and toss it off as nothing. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (i never got around to finishing that one but my brain has been temporarily put on hold.) :-) questions and/or comments welcome with open arms! love and luck always Court ___________________________________________________________________ Get the Internet just the way you want it. Free software, free e-mail, and free Internet access for a month! Try Juno Web: http://dl.www.juno.com/dynoget/tagj. ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #190 **********************************