From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #181 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Friday, June 25 1999 Volume 02 : Number 181 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: A Song [Sunshine Supergirl ] ET: What's up people's?? [Seth Fulmer ] ET: To all musicians ["Rizioule" ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Thu, 24 Jun 1999 00:26:33 -0500 From: Sunshine Supergirl Subject: ET: A Song Sam, I'm only sending this to you seperately cause I'm counting on your opinion... I've been working on this song... WHAT I'VE ALWAYS TRUSTED finished (?) 6/24/99 by Summer Burton .. I've always found myself in everyone else I've always seen myself in other's eyes I've never known what I really felt I've never been able to tell the truth from the lies I ache for someone to hold me so bad that I sell my soul I hope that someone will see me cause I haven't seen myself in so long I've always trusted and I've always believed that love will come true for me and it will be everything and he will be me and so much more and he will be what I live my life for and he'll live his life for me that's what I've always trusted and I've always believed And my heart is always breaking It's been broken many a time I leave it out for the taking 'cause I want love to be mine But they always end leaving And they always make me cry And all I can do is sing myself a sad lullaby But I've always trusted and I've always believed that love will come true for me and it will be everything and he will be me and so much more and he will be what I live my life for and he'll live his life for me that's what I've always trusted and I've always believed But I'm tired of not knowing myself outside of somebody else And I'm tired of living for everyone and no one living for me I'm tired of never standing my ground of always falling free I still want love I still want his touch but I must learn to love myself first But I'll always trust And I'll always believe that love will come true for me I hope I'll always trust I hope I'll always believe Love will come true for me and I will come through for me - -- .summer.breeze. makes.me.feel.fine http://www.bga.com/~melissab "I wanted so badly somebody other than me staring back at me but you were gone" - -Adam Duritz (Counting Crows) ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 24 Jun 1999 09:49:36 -0400 (EDT) From: Seth Fulmer Subject: ET: What's up people's?? Hi everyone! Last night I was going through my inbox and realized that this list has about as much activity as someone after touching a 50,000 Gigavolt power line (they're a vegetable if they're alive at all). I was thinking about how my life has been lately. Before I begin though...everyone write! We like all need a beauty discussion going lol :) *j/k* But if nobody else has anything to say..here's what you get for your $0.50 admission into "Soapbox theatres" haha :) I honestly feel like I'm under a love spell with Holly. Like 2 weeks ago I had decided that I should just forget about her. I mean...she has a boyfriend and even if she didn't...I should probably find someone down here in Philadelphia(or around here) anyway. This was primarily caused by her telling me that she didn't want me to come up to see her for her birthday on the 25th. But then, the week after that, she came online and was like totally flirting with me like she didn't have a boyfriend(note that I'm NOT complaining!). So, then it was like the spell was cast again. Then, a few nights ago I called her and her voice got me too. Anyhow...I was going to be going to Buffalo, NY for a picnic and to celebrate her birthday. I still am..but I must be like...I dunno..because I'm going to Syracuse. She's picking me up and taking me back to Oswego. I hate her boyfriend with a passion. If he were any more stupid, he might just get in the Guinness book for the human with the biggest void in their skull. Talking to her on the phone, I found out that he either (a) doesn't remember her birthday or (b) doesn't recognize it. He tells her "It's just another day"...Well, that's something that you tell others about your birthday..not others tell you about your birthday. Plus, my funds are going down steadily...but she wants me to come up so I figured if I have to sleep on the floor one night(and put up with the moron too), it's not going to kill me(nothing said about killing him hehehe *j/k*). I just don't know if I'm venturing down a dead-end road. Friends tell me that I should forget about her. But part of me tells me that the future holds fortune. I don't really trust those online psychics much but I was thinking of calling one. As for my classes...I love them! 13 credits, no classes on Fridays! My one class I totally adore!...and it's not just the professor either this time(although the professor I have for that class rocks too!). I'm taking a class on "Abnormal Psychology"(duh...it'll tell me about my mind) and the class demographics are like 25 girls and like 5 guys...and I know nobody. This one girl Alison that I know from the service sorority said she was in the class and there are no other sections listed so I dunno what's up that she's not in the class. At least then I'd know 1 person...but hey...girls that don't know me? How can I fail? So they think I'm the ugliest SOB that they ever laid their eyes on, and think I'm an annoying monster. After the class I don't have to associate with any of them if I don't wish to. God, I need this bit turned off that makes me so girl crazy! Other than that, I'm going to see Jewel twice...once in Holmdel, NJ and then again in Camden, NJ. I'm really looking forward to these a lot!! I'm also looking forward to Bearsville a lot! I'm still looking for a ride, or a way to get there by train/bus, but I'm letting that up to "ANAR" right now :) I guess I'll finish off with a poem that I wrote yesterday. It's not particularly "happy" but then it's total fiction too. Here it is :o) Let me know what you all think, okey? :) Well, Take care and Have a Great Day/Weekend! -Seth :) - ----------------------------------- - ----------------------------------- "Message to a backstabbing ex" by Seth D. Fulmer 6/23/99 You ran right into me, with your shiny red bike wearing barely a bathing suit over char-broiled, red skin. You said that you loved me or No, that you cared five years to the day right after the fire He ran right up to the stage kissed you softly on the cheek You told him you'd see him in a little over a week After the hot, new sensation was done and into the blazing new corvette, you and him soared away, with the kid in the back seat running off to Mexico right after you lied to me Now today I went walking down the street full of drugs The cops are in gangs now and the gangs don't fear guns My semi in hand and my cellular at my belt, My baby then called me collect with her calling card As soon as I pressed "on" she said fast as light, Baby, Help, I'm in prison. I stabbed my honey with a knife. A knife, so you say and sweety how do I know that you won't turn my frank-n-beans into a sunday evening snack? I hung up my cellular, and put 911 on speed dial, ran up to a street beggar and said "F* you" with style! You decided to call again, you don't know when to stop? Should I send over my buddies to put you 6 feet under? I love you I guess but you lied to me dear Nobody lies to me and lives to drink beer If you decide to call again, you'll truly be an airhead You'll have more holes in you than there are, there in the bible. I love you my dear just like you loved me only much moreso like the way a dog loves a tree. ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 24 Jun 1999 14:28:16 -0700 From: "Rizioule" Subject: ET: To all musicians This is a note all EDA musicians about the Irvine Show : The schedule at Irvine will be much more relaxed than the San Diego Event. So if you have a guitar, and you can play it, bring it. Sloppy Joe's is accually a well designed concert hall. The sound system is incredible and the quality of music here is bound to be much higher here than at Newbreak. ( The sound system at newbreak isn't 1/10th of this system ) So if you guys want to, we'll just kindof go a little wild up there : ) EVERYBODY gets to play ! See you soon :) Rizzybaby is D O W N R I G H T FUNKY World of Rizioule Interactive Adventure http://www.homestead.com/rizioule/ " Gathering of Angels" Concert Tour "Music for the World to Love By" http://www.homestead.com/GatheringofAngels/ June 27th 12:00 noon at Sloppy Joe's 31 Fortune Drive Irvine California inside the magnificient Irvine Spectrum ( you can WALK to Jewels Concert from here ! ) Reserve you seats now at Rizioule@hotmail.com ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #181 **********************************