From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #109 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Monday, April 19 1999 Volume 02 : Number 109 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: just a poem [BRONCOBAND@aol.com] [none] [Seth Fulmer ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Sun, 18 Apr 1999 19:22:09 EDT From: BRONCOBAND@aol.com Subject: ET: just a poem The Day You Told Me To Go Away Forever Oh, as I cry, My tears roll down my wrinkled hot cheeks. Droplets of blood tears roll and gather on the floor, beneath my tense, wrenching hands. On the floor, they reform into a solid, struggling, gushing object... red and beating a cry for your mercy. My heart has been ripped out by your words my love, my dear, you regret your loving me! You regret meeting your beloved! Thanks a lot!! (so I am passive aggressive...you hated that, I remember) I stand and bash my foot to the ground my heel (I wore to be sexy for you) pierces the heart on the ground. I was imagining it was yours.. Ha! There's your payback for hurting me! So, it's mine (my poor gushing heart that's crying as I do) oops oh well I couldn't live without you anyway. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Did you like it? Have a nice day ya'll! Laura ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 18 Apr 1999 20:18:04 -0400 (EDT) From: Seth Fulmer Subject: [none] Hello everyone :) First of all if you don't wish to read this, delete it right now please. :o) You all probably know I took a trip to Missouri the end of March. Well, while I was sitting in my hotel room, I...to tell you the truth after the first day I felt like a pest to the girls I was visiting...but I had a sorta spiritual, moral, literary, and emotional revelation. I wrote quite a few poems. Here is the one describing my trip for the most part. If you wish to read the other ones, contact me. This one is about the trip but the other ones are about specific people :) Melissa..please don't take offense to this. I figured I'd send it to you as well so you know how I felt during my trip as well. Well..without further ado(spelling?): "Missing Home from Across the Country" by Seth D. Fulmer 3/26/99 I sit here drinking Vodka, Rum, and Coke Screwing lots of girls if only for something to do Running halfway across the country for a week and a heartbreak Scamming little children to get their parents' life savings Running out to gay bars with some friends and a bunch of girls Hanging out in a hotel room playing "truth or dare" in a hot tub Getting an extra hotel room for 2 days more than normal Just because a really stupid RA wanted to make life more difficult Partying until the Sun goes down over the British Empire Getting incomprehensibly drunk with a girl and still not having much fun Missing all my friends at home like my flight could not come sooner Eating at a nearby restaurant because 2 of the girls had too much homework God I'm having a bit of fun being in a place I've never been but really I wish I hadn't come like all along you've told me I miss my east coast friends and family; even my sister too If I could, I'd make my flight 2 days earlier or even right now. I can tell some of them think I'm psycho for coming oh so very far One of them is a real smartass; although she doesn't say it, she hates me to the core I wish I had never met her last year; Then I wouldn't have come here I wouldn't have ever met the others and might have gone someplace cooler Seth Fulmer mailto:usfulmer@mcs.drexel.edu mailto:st96t879@post.drexel.edu mailto:kaosking@voicenet.com webpages: http://www.voicenet.com/~kaosking Quotes/Song Lyrics that describe my feelings :) "And what you suspect...Well, it's probably true" - -Fuller's Earth, "Why are you even trying?" ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #109 **********************************