From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V1 #317 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Saturday, December 19 1998 Volume 01 : Number 317 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V1 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Questions [mandabear4@juno.com (Mandabear four)] ET: PLEASE READ! [mandabear4@juno.com (Mandabear four)] Re:ET: the beloved fox mulder [Reecord2@aol.com] Re: ET: the beloved fox mulder [CLEARVVATR@aol.com] ET: :( ): )::( ["Seth D. Fulmer" ] ET: hullo meeh dahlings [moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Charlie, Andalite, & The] ET: a poem [moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Charlie, Andalite, & The Goddess)] Re: Re:ET: the beloved fox mulder ["Naomi Vaughn" we know what the writers were really thinking of ;) remember that remember that?? aww, what memories.... - -jen "her name is special agent scully" "special TRAMP scully" ...something like that...thought that was the funniest line in that episode. what the hell is a X-Phile? is that what the x-files fan club ppl call themselves? kinda like EDA?.... thank you. ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 18 Dec 1998 20:34:29 -0500 From: "Seth D. Fulmer" Subject: ET: :( ): )::( Bleh...Ok, I THOUGHT I was happy again...but I guess it was just a shadow...or something affected the instability in my mind...IF YOU DON'T CARE...DELETE PLEASE NOW! But I need someone(or more) to talk to. Like...I was sooo happy when I got home from work because I received the computer parts that I was expecting to receive today...AND I received my Xmas gift from Melissa...a demo tape of a local band to Springfield, MO. But like...then later tonight she was telling me about spending the night with this guy she likes...Like..After MUCH thinking...I realized that I just REALLY like her...not like love but just really like her. But hearing her tell me that stuff and how she spent the night with him...it's like...I dunno...like she hooked up that magnet at the bottom of my insides up to a nuclear reactor...that strong downward force...and like...she said to me "You shouldn't like me" and I responded "Ok...done"...but like I can't just not like her...Yeah I can...but I gotta forget her as well..or it's not gonna work. GRR! Like...I wish I knew some females in Real life that I could stand..all the girls that I work with, go to school with, hang out with in real life I can't stand...and all the ones on the internet or too far away to talk to...well..thus defines "too far away". I really wish I had never met her...She has provided so much pleasure in friendship, but so many problems...possibly a learning experience because she was my first friend that I could tell 99.999% everything to. She said I should hold nothing back from her. But I'll give up that just so I can eliminate the pain...Like too..the songs on my MP3 list are sooo coincidental..right now "Her pleasure is my pain" is on and I dunno what is up but I get to the point of tears and just burst out laughing...and in most situations...Now she just left and I really hate this because it's Xmas time and it feels like everyone's leaving and my mom's like "Snap out of it" and you can't just "Snap out" of a Bah Humbug spell...My mom has always been "I don't care if you're depressed..just snap out of it"...and like my way of dealing with problems is brute force...I solve programs that way...I solve math problems that way as well(explains why I suck at Calculus)...but you can't do that sometimes because you're just gonna hurt the patient rather than heal it if you use brute force...and right now with this hurt...I really want to take a large mental nuclear weapon in my dreams, fire it at the problem, destroy it, and wake up...not gonna happen. I was saying earlier she left..I feel like Everyone's leaving me...My sister's home from college now...but like I'm willing to bet that she's not at home now so if I wanted to call her I'd get the answering machine. Melissa left...her(and my) friend Roxy left 2 days ago. Albright college(10 min drive away) had to vacate the dorms Friday at 6PM. Plus...right now Rednex's song "Wish you were here" is playing on my MP3 player and it's how I feel about everyone....and while I'm in this email and thinking it...Why is it that when a marriage goes bad...the guy is at fault? Melissa complains to me all the time how her dad is a jerk because her parents are divorcing..and my friend Andy's parents divorced and he constantly rats on his dad...I mean...I'm not saying they're innocent but they're not necessarily guilty either...Well..I gotta go stop complaining...Good night everyone. Seth Fulmer mailto:usfulmer@mcs.drexel.edu mailto:st96t879@post.drexel.edu mailto:kaosking@voicenet.com webpages: http://www.voicenet.com/~kaosking Cool Quotes and stuff :) "We've made houses for hatred; It's time we make a place where People's souls may be seen and made safe" - -Jewel "Innocence Maintained" ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 18 Dec 1998 19:27:24 -0800 From: moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Charlie, Andalite, & The Goddess) Subject: ET: hullo meeh dahlings Well I guess I'll write poems...like, after I type this out, hehe. (Bad timing, yeesh.) I was goin' over stuff...ok well, I'm going through the thoughts digests that i kept and saving my fav poems, :) (i can't save them all, i wisely decided,) and i'm really struck by several by the beautiful ben, sweet kat, articulate kristen, the firey bea, and the lovely and loving jon. :) so i'll ask - WHERE ARE YOU GUYS? i miss ya. :) ben? haven't heard from you in AGES. k, here's a wittle verse thing, i started writing it a few nights ago and stopped to write something else, so it is TOTALLY and COMPLETELY unfinished, but it sounds kinda cool, so put a "maybe to be continued" on it: Under the lamplight when the streets are empty and the wet pavement glints in the hollow night there's a docked ferry and a few grounded cents ok, love ya guys, everyone - get writing! it's too quiet lately. (naomi...yer such a wonderful poet, chica.) X's and O's, Sam the ? angel P.S. kev and doc - you out there? a few beyw-tee-ful quotes from our very own geniuses: "And as the moon shown through the window, no words were spoken, for love has no language, and no regrets." ~Jon~ "Thoughts drip from my pen Onto swollen pages, Full of tarnished love, Electric lust, And fresh scars." ~Kristen~ "How lovely it is To never have touched you" ~Ben~ moonsong@ix.netcom.com ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 18 Dec 1998 20:10:35 -0800 From: moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Charlie, Andalite, & The Goddess) Subject: ET: a poem hola, k here's one, i wrote it just in time to send it, however, the rest...ye shall have to wait until i write them. :) like a star you shine and wrapped in dazzling silk and tassels you move like an arabian drum on spices straight out of the firelit night your words could make you a dramatic bellydancer and the lights in your eyes are the bells that dart out mysteriously and then as the night deepens you melt into a smooth lulling whisper almost like sleep with enough of an air of a night in a forest in ireland to keep the stars sharply awake and a softly strumming mandolin comes from behind long curtains in candle dancing 12.18.98 "i'll come to thee by moonlight" - alfred noyes sam the ? angel moonsong@ix.netcom.com ------------------------------ Date: Sat, 19 Dec 1998 04:50:09 -0000 From: "Naomi Vaughn" Subject: Re: Re:ET: the beloved fox mulder well...i'm a big x-files fan. i've only just gotten into it the past 2 seasons. now i'm totally hooked. so, there ya go. see ya :) love, Naomi - --- "I want to live bravely and love without fear I want always to feel the wings of grace near" ~Jewel hp - http://www.angelfire.com/ok/naomisplace/index.html uin# 10320204 aim - kilumdra irc dalnet - kilumdra Angelfire for your free web-based e-mail. http://www.angelfire.com ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V1 #317 **********************************