From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V1 #189 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Thursday, September 10 1998 Volume 01 : Number 189 Today's Subjects: ----------------- Re: ET: people who want off (ALL please read) [moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Ch] Re: ET: more abuse [JonBoy911@aol.com] Re: ET: Re: Re: Kevin's poem ["Kevin Pease" ] Re: ET: Pearl Jam?? ["Dr. RomeAntic" ] Re: ET: Re: Re: Kevin's poem ["Dr. RomeAntic" ] ET: Re: Pearl Jam?? ["Kevin Pease" ] ET: fate,love, etc. [Hotbod2472@aol.com] ET: just a poem [Hotbod2472@aol.com] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Thu, 10 Sep 1998 14:20:47 -0700 From: moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Charlie, Cob & the GoA) Subject: Re: ET: people who want off (ALL please read) At 12:28 AM 9/10/1998, Mike Connell wrote: >Charlie, Cob & the GoA wrote: > >about "I want off" requests sent to the list: >>Hey, in case you didn't know, you write to Mike, not the list. > >.uhmmmm....not true, ideally :-) Well I didn't really mean to MIKE, though I SAID that, but I kind of meant majordomo cuz I'm sick of seeing people writing to da list. Dat's all I meant. Anyway. :) > : \ / >: -- o -- >: / \ >: .---. .---. >: / \ @ / \ >: / / / \( ) / \ \ \ >: ////// / ' ` --\\\\ >: / / / / : : --\ \ \ \ >: // / / / /` \ --\\ \ \\ >: / / / / / / . . . \ \ \ \ \ \ > > We are everyday angels. :) That is soooo pretty. Sam the ? angel moonsong@ix.netcom.com ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 10 Sep 1998 17:17:26 EDT From: JonBoy911@aol.com Subject: Re: ET: more abuse In a message dated 98-09-10 14:02:26 EDT, Angeljlb96@aol.com writes: << What can I say...I have a brand spankin new question for the list! Why do guys always go for the bad chicks!?!? (do do do do do do do) >> I don't go out with bad chicks, hell, I don't even go out with nice chicks Jon ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 10 Sep 1998 17:22:39 -0400 From: "Kevin Pease" Subject: Re: ET: Re: Re: Kevin's poem >> Dr. RomeAntic writes: > Who cares about that nonsense you've talking about... I wanna hear this... this was >like the ultimately best Pearl Jam song in my opinion... then I fell in love so >unhappily and Black took a different meaning... and is now in front by a nose... but >that still is one of my all time favorite songs... IT SO KICKS ASS:.. in fact... I'm >gonna go play some!!! Yep... I had forgotten what a good song (and whole album, really) was... I hadn't listened to it in a long time, and then I popped it in the other day, and I was like, "Awww, yeah..." Rearviewmirror is one of the best "F you!" songs of all time, I think. :) Indifference also kicked much ass, but in a mellow, soft, way - It didn't leave marks. :) "I will hold the candle, 'till it burns up my arm, I'll keep taking punches, 'til their will grows tired... Oh I will stare the sun down, until my eyes go blind, And I won't change direction, and I won't change my mind... How much difference does it make? How much difference does it make? I'll swallow poison until I grow immune, I will scream my lungs out, 'till it fills this room, How much difference... How much difference does it make?" mmmmm.... light the candles and meditate. :) - ---------- Kevin Pease kbpease@boston.crosswinds.net (ICQ UIN: 3106063) (AOL Instant Messenger: kbpease) http://www.crosswinds.net/boston/~kbpease "Saw things so much clearer, once you were in my rearview mirror..." ---(Pearl Jam)--- ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 10 Sep 1998 17:25:54 -0400 From: "Kevin Pease" Subject: Re: ET: Re: Pain....hope and loneliness.... >> Sam writes: >>Dr. RomeAntic, an angel with SAM's TEETH MARKS ALL OVER LEFT BUTT CHEEK! >Ewwwwwwwwwww. Heyyyy. Shush. I'm 14 here. I don't DO that kind of stuff yet. Um. You know, I'm 23, and I've never done that kind of stuff, either... I don't think there *is* an appropriate age level for doing that, unless you're Marv Albert... :) Kevin - ---------- Kevin Pease kbpease@boston.crosswinds.net (ICQ UIN: 3106063) (AOL Instant Messenger: kbpease) http://www.crosswinds.net/boston/~kbpease "Saw things so much clearer, once you were in my rearview mirror..." ---(Pearl Jam)--- ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 10 Sep 1998 17:28:39 EDT From: Angeljlb96@aol.com Subject: Re: ET: more abuse In a message dated 98-09-10 17:14:46 EDT, you write: << Oh c'mon is that SOOOOOOOOO bad... at least it's an awesome song... would you rather sing I'm a Barbie girl in a barbie world... plastic fantastic and other PIECES OF SHIT!!! >> Are you okay, Doc? You've been awfully hyper lately...you're scaring me Jamie ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 10 Sep 1998 17:30:12 EDT From: Angeljlb96@aol.com Subject: Re: ET: more abuse In a message dated 98-09-10 17:17:26 EDT, you write: << I don't go out with bad chicks, hell, I don't even go out with nice chicks >> What are you trying to tell us, Jon?!?!? Hi...*waves* I miss you. Love, Jamie ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 10 Sep 1998 17:20:25 EDT From: JonBoy911@aol.com Subject: ET: Pearl Jam?? In a message dated 98-09-10 17:17:10 EDT, you write: << Who cares about that nonsense you've talking about... I wanna hear this... this was like the ultimately best Pearl Jam song in my opinion... then I fell in love so unhappilly and Black took a different meaning... and is now in front by a nose... but that still is one of my all time favorite songs... IT SO KICKS ASS:.. in fact... I'm gonna go play some!!! >> Release brings a tear to my eye. It's so beautiful. When I saw them this summer they did an amazing version of Nothingman that almost made me cry, but the Pearl Jam song than means the most to me is I Got Id, I even have the lyrics on my webpage. Jon http://members.aol.com/JonBoy911/index.html ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 10 Sep 1998 23:48:15 +0200 From: "Dr. RomeAntic" Subject: Re: ET: Re: Pain....hope and loneliness.... Charlie, Cob & the GoA wrote: > >Dr. RomeAntic, an angel with SAM's TEETH MARKS ALL OVER LEFT BUTT CHEEK! > > Ewwwwwwwwwww. Heyyyy. Shush. I'm 14 here. I don't DO that kind of stuff yet. What... you DO TO! I mean you just did it earlier... > *bite ya and call ya perverted* I got the scars to prove it... and I'm so proud of that... c'mon Sam... I even changed my angel name for the first time just for you... don't be like that!!! Don't give me that age crap... and what's with the ewwwwww are you calling me disgusting, filthy... WHAT?! :) - -- Have fun and stay beautiful Dr. RomeAntic, an angel with the worst stroke of luck "You look so fine I wanna break your heart And give you mine" Garbage/You Look So Fine/Version 2.0 Catch Dr. RomeAntic's cyber image @ http://www.geocities.com/Paris/Metro/2009 ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 11 Sep 1998 00:22:31 +0200 From: "Dr. RomeAntic" Subject: Re: ET: more abuse > Are you okay, Doc? You've been awfully hyper lately...you're scaring me > > Jamie Hyper... is that a good or bad thing... well I'm drowning in worry and studying for finals and stuff... and pretty much down on my luck... as I have been 90% of my life... but it's especially bad now... so I decided to losen up here... Uhmm... and in case you really worry... what I wrote there... I forgot to add *lol* or something... cause I really hope you weren't thinking I was shouting or anything... that was pure harmless teasing, joking fooling around... or messing with you.,.. call it what you want... I laughed writing it... and you see how "greatly" you inspired me... so please don't be scared of me... until I give you a proper reason at least :)) I love you my dear, I would never scare you unless I meant it! Now apologize! :-P - -- Have fun and stay beautiful Dr. RomeAntic, an angel with the worst stroke of luck "a friend in need is a friend indeed a friend who bleeds is better my friend confessed she passed the test and we will never sever" Placebo/Pure Morning/Placebo Catch Dr. RomeAntic's cyber image @ http://www.geocities.com/Paris/Metro/2009 ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 11 Sep 1998 01:11:06 +0200 From: "Dr. RomeAntic" Subject: Re: ET: Pearl Jam?? > Release brings a tear to my eye. It's so beautiful. Yes it is I guess... but it never got to me (not nearly as Black - that one is still a big tear jerker for me)... many people who listened to Release said that it's the most beautiful... wait tell you what I'll give it another listen again right now... just have to wait for Off He Goes (I absolutely love this song... it has some personal meaning I guess) to finish so I can pop out the NO CODE...Well I listened to it... excpet the part where he's screaming "Release Me" I find it rather dull... and lyrics don't cut it for me... personally I like it least on the entire album... however that doesn't mean is bad... much less that I think it is... I don't know... I don't dig it like you do! > When I saw them > this summer they did an amazing version of Nothingman that almost made me cry, Now that is an awesome song... It's amongs my personal favorites for "guitar and sing along" in perfromance A La Dr. RomeAntic :)) It's not that easy to play cause timing is very important... but practice makes better... > but the Pearl Jam song than means the most to me is I Got Id, I even have the > lyrics on my webpage. I personally enjoyed Long Road ("I have wished for so long How I wish for you today") better if I recall correctly... but I guess I never even read the lyrics to this song... might as well do it now... *listening* OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!! This song is so awesome... THANK YOU JON! Now I finally know what's it about... and it's so me... however my theme song is much different... and then not... ESTRANGED by GUNS N' ROSES boy do I love that song... It's all me... and... ah... - -- Have fun and stay beautiful Dr. RomeAntic, an angel with the worst stroke of luck "I have become cumbersome to this world I have become cumbersome to my girl" 7 Mary 3/Cumbersome/ Catch Dr. RomeAntic's cyber image @ http://www.geocities.com/Paris/Metro/2009 ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 11 Sep 1998 00:13:12 +0200 From: "Dr. RomeAntic" Subject: Re: ET: Re: Re: Kevin's poem Kevin Pease wrote: > Yep... I had forgotten what a good song (and whole album, really) was... > I hadn't listened to it in a long time, and then I popped it in the other > day, and I was like, "Awww, yeah..." Rearviewmirror is one of the best "F > you!" songs of all time, I think. :) Yeah I so dig that song... I see nothing personal in it... but besides the brilliant music and speed and everyting like how the song builds up the tention and then releases... lyrics are so awesome, great imagery... yet so clear!!! And since there was a discussion about abuse... here go the lyrics... REARVIEWMIRROR I took a drive today Time to emancipate I guess it was the beatings made me wise But I'm not about to give thanks, or apologize I couldn't breathe, holdin' me down Hand on my face, pushed to the ground Enmity gaged, united by fear Forced to endure what I could not forgive... I seem to look away Wounds in the mirror waved It wasn't my surface most defiled Head at your feet, fool to your crown Fist on my plate, swallowed it down Enmity gaged, united by fear Tried to endure what I could not forgive Saw things Clearer Once you, were in my...Rearview mirror... I gather speed from you fucking with me Once and for all I'm far away I hardly believe, finally the shades...are raised...hey... Saw things so much clearer Once you, once you... Rearview mirror Saw things so much clearer Once you...oh yeah... WOOW... I just had to listen to it again... and now just to remember all the times I went wild in rage to this song right here in my room... yelling my soul out... to the MAX vol. of the song... I was so in trance... > Indifference also kicked much ass, > but in a mellow, soft, way - It didn't leave marks. :) Oh yeah... you bet... that is definitely the second best of VS which is an excellent album... but still I had to give in to my friend's telling me to try the entire TEN album again... so I did... and once I put it in... I couldn't take it out... but the CD had to be returned soon... so I went out and bought the damn thing... > I'll swallow poison until I grow immune, > I will scream my lungs out, 'till it fills this room, This is the part where you can alway hear me scream!!!!!!I WILL SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEM MY LUNGS OUT 'TILL IT FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIILS THIS ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!! > How much difference... > How much difference does it make?" Not much I guess... *sigh* And now it's time to really do it... song started... CYA! - -- Have fun and stay beautiful Dr. RomeAntic, an angel with the worst stroke of luck "I swear I recognize your breath Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising Me you wouldn't recall, for I'm not my former It's hard when you're stuck upon the shelf I changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate Perhaps that's what no one wants to see I just want to scream...hello... My god its been so long, never dreamed you'd return But now here you are, and here I am Hearts and thoughts they fade...away..." Pearl Jam/Elderly Woman Behind A Counter In A Small Town/Vs. Catch Dr. RomeAntic's cyber image @ http://www.geocities.com/Paris/Metro/2009 ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 10 Sep 1998 19:35:51 -0400 From: "Kevin Pease" Subject: ET: Re: Pearl Jam?? >> Jon writes: > Release brings a tear to my eye. It's so beautiful. I'll second that emotion... one of the best songs on Ten, I think. >but the Pearl Jam song than means the most to me is I Got Id, I even have the >lyrics on my webpage. You know, I know I've heard that song before, and I even bought the Merkinball cd because I liked the song... but I cannot, for the life of me, place a tune with the lyrics on your web page right now. Now I'm going to have to go, dig out the CD, and listen to it, dammit. :) What a hassle. :) Kevin Okay, now how sad is this - I just got a mail from a mailing list put out by the Centers For Disease Control & Prevention, and attached to it is a document entitled, "Preventing Emerging Infectious Diseases: A Strategy for the 21st Century - Overview of the Updated CDC Plan," and I'm actually excited. I *really* need to get more of a life. :) - ---------- Kevin Pease kbpease@boston.crosswinds.net (ICQ UIN: 3106063) (AOL Instant Messenger: kbpease) http://www.crosswinds.net/boston/~kbpease "Saw things so much clearer, once you were in my rearview mirror..." ---(Pearl Jam)--- ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 10 Sep 1998 19:43:48 EDT From: Hotbod2472@aol.com Subject: ET: fate,love, etc. In a message dated 98-09-10 09:32:23 EDT, you write: << In a message dated 98-09-09 00:07:48 EDT, you write: << My cousin was sexually abused around age 11-13 and went through a series of bad boyfriends. Therefore, was so used to guys treating her like shit. In time, she felt wierd being with a guy who treated her great, and she really wasn't attracted to the "nice" guys. Now (Thank God) she's with a great guy, though. >> I think Jamies on the right track here---as weird as it sounds people that are in relationships(guys or girls--lets face it women can be mentally abusive) the abusee becomes comfortable within the relationship. I know that sounds totally crazy but they know what their role is and what is expected of them and what to expect. They get into a normal relationship and they become uncomfortable because they no longer know what their role is. And as its been stated before most people that allow themselves to stay in abusive relationships grew up around them and believe that this is normal behavior--it's all they've seen therefore all that they know. And while I'm on a role, here's my take on the whole fate and love thing----I think that certain people are destined to come into our lives but the choices that we make once that person is in our lives then becomes our fate. You will never love 2 people the same nor will any 2 relationships be the same~~ simply because each person is different and the combination of your personality with theirs will be different. Things have a way of falling into place when the timing is right. I'm not saying sit back and everything will come to you I'm saying take advantage of the oppurtunities around you and make decisions so that your life will be what u want it to be. To the best of your ability, that is. Sorry for the long post!! Thanks for listening.. Theresa >> ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 10 Sep 1998 20:04:24 EDT From: Hotbod2472@aol.com Subject: ET: just a poem Hello all~ Thought I'd get brave and post one of my poems. I wrote this for a friend who's also on this list and posted a couple that he wrote for me so I thought that I'd return the favor. Here goes: I'm amazed at who you are the things that make you you I'm amazed at your generousity at the thoughtful things you do When life has dealt me a hand that knocks me to the ground You''re always right there by my side Your outstretched hand is what I've found You are one of the chosen few than have truly touched my life You have shared your grace and beauty to help ease some of lifes strife All though mere words can't express the way you brighten lifes hues I wanted to extend my thanks give credit where it's due. Tim, just a reminder that I love you and thanks for all your love and understanding~~even at the times when I was a bitch. Theresa ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V1 #189 **********************************