From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V1 #139 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Saturday, August 22 1998 Volume 01 : Number 139 Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Re: good things [jewel16f@juno.com (Heidi J Andrus)] ET: Re: Re: good things ["Kevin Pease" ] ET: Re: FRIEND [ICURMINE@aol.com] ET: Re: good things [jewel16f@juno.com (Heidi J Andrus)] ET: Re: good things ["Kevin Pease" ] ET: Poems ["Jennifer Greeley" ] ET: My good things..... [jewel16f@juno.com (Heidi J Andrus)] ET: My good things..... [Karen Miller ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Fri, 21 Aug 1998 01:30:04 -0700 From: jewel16f@juno.com (Heidi J Andrus) Subject: ET: Re: good things On Thu, 20 Aug 1998 19:44:56 -0400 "Kevin Pease" writes: > - I'm able to make myself comfortable just about anywhere. (And >did I >mention I'm comfortable walking around in my underwear? Go ahead, NOW >invite me to your house. :) Ok Kevin.....come on over....I'm awaitin'. Hehe :o) > Okay, now that I've looked into that deep dark truthful mirror, >that's >about all I'm going to say on this subject. >Let's >hear from everybody, eh? Don't think you have to post a poem... look >at me, >I'm probably the most un-poetic person you're ever going to meet, and >*I* >posted. Don't leave me hanging here. Please? :) I'm posting soon when i get a little "less busy" I promise! > Actually, no I don't... I'm rumored to exist, but no reliable >photographs have ever been taken of me. :) > Sorry to disappoint, if I've disappointed. I am so disapointed but oh well just wanted a face with all the good things and just the underwear ya know? hehe just kiddin'....or maybe I'm not ....I dunno. I gotta go to bed man I'm goin' in sain. bye Heidi *The Freckel Angel* E-mail at: Jewel16f@Juno.com also at: Jewel15f@aol.com AOL Instant Message: Jewel15f Web sites: http://www.vaio.net/spte.dll/web/JewelRocks http://www.angelfire.com/tn/JewelRocks/index.html _____________________________________________________________________ You don't need to buy Internet access to use free Internet e-mail. Get completely free e-mail from Juno at http://www.juno.com Or call Juno at (800) 654-JUNO [654-5866] ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 21 Aug 1998 09:43:03 -0400 From: "Kevin Pease" Subject: ET: Re: Re: good things >> Heidi J Andrus writes: >I'm posting soon when i get a little "less busy" I promise! It's later. If you had posted already, I wouldn't be writing this sentence right now. Don't let me down. :) >I am so disappointed but oh well just wanted a face with all the good >things and just the underwear ya know? hehe just kiddin'....or maybe I'm >not ....I dunno. Well, maybe someday, I'll actually scan a picture of me in. Until then, you'll just have to wait in breathless anticipation. (Well, I mean, you CAN breathe, if you really want to... you know what I mean, though.) And then, when I get it posted, you can just let all that breath out in one big groan of disappointment. :) Kevin - ---------- Kevin Pease kbpease@boston.crosswinds.net (ICQ UIN: 3106063) (AOL Instant Messenger: kbpease) http://www.crosswinds.net/boston/~kbpease "I feel like a quote out of context, withholding the rest, So I can be for you what you want to see; I got the gestures, sounds, I got the timing down, It's uncanny, yeah you'd think it was me; Do you think I should take a class to lose my southern accent? Did I make me up, or make a face 'til it stuck? I do the best imitation of myself..." -----(Ben Folds Five)----- ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 21 Aug 1998 10:55:45 EDT From: ICURMINE@aol.com Subject: ET: Re: FRIEND i just wrote this, and would like to dedicate it to my best friend Theresa... You are my greatest inspiration! FRIEND ~Tim LaGrange 10:00am 8/21/98 what a wonderful word, friend! It is so simple and so complex all at the same time... it is a word that means more than a lot of us know. you are my comfort, my strength my only inspiration you have done more for me as a person than any other human soul I hope the joy and prosperity in my life are only overshadowed by yours! ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 21 Aug 1998 11:15:14 -0700 From: jewel16f@juno.com (Heidi J Andrus) Subject: ET: Re: good things On Fri, 21 Aug 1998 09:43:03 -0400 "Kevin Pease" writes: > It's later. If you had posted already, I wouldn't be writing this >sentence right now. Don't let me down. :) > I won't just have things to do today.....being yelled at by mom to get ready cause you need school clothes!!!!!!! hehe :o) > > Well, maybe someday, I'll actually scan a picture of me in. Until >then, >you'll just have to wait in breathless anticipation. (Well, I mean, >you CAN >breathe, if you really want to... you know what I mean, though.) And >then, >when I get it posted, you can just let all that breath out in one big >groan >of disappointment. :) > No disappointment here......don't say that....talk to you more about that later but breathe is being held as of now. :::::takes a ddddddddeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppp breathe!:::::; Breathlessly, Heidi *The Freckel Angel* E-mail at: Jewel16f@Juno.com also at: Jewel15f@aol.com AOL Instant Message: Jewel15f Web sites: http://www.vaio.net/spte.dll/web/JewelRocks http://www.angelfire.com/tn/JewelRocks/index.html _____________________________________________________________________ You don't need to buy Internet access to use free Internet e-mail. Get completely free e-mail from Juno at http://www.juno.com Or call Juno at (800) 654-JUNO [654-5866] ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 21 Aug 1998 14:01:04 -0400 From: "Kevin Pease" Subject: ET: Re: good things >> Heidi J Andrus writes: >I won't just have things to do today.....being yelled at by mom to get >ready cause you need school clothes!!!!!!! hehe :o) "things to do"? Unacceptable. :) I mean, I have work to get done, but you don't see me doing anything, do you? :) >No disappointment here......don't say that....talk to you more about that >later but breathe is being held as of now. :::::takes a >ddddddddeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppp breathe!:::::; No, no no. You've got it all wrong - the disappointment comes *after* you see the picture. :) I don't need a talking to, though, really... I like to talk smack about myself, but I realize I'm all that plus a bag of chips. And I'm ever-so-humble. :) Kevin - ---------- Kevin Pease kbpease@boston.crosswinds.net (ICQ UIN: 3106063) (AOL Instant Messenger: kbpease) http://www.crosswinds.net/boston/~kbpease "I feel like a quote out of context, withholding the rest, So I can be for you what you want to see; I got the gestures, sounds, I got the timing down, It's uncanny, yeah you'd think it was me; Do you think I should take a class to lose my southern accent? Did I make me up, or make a face 'til it stuck? I do the best imitation of myself..." -----(Ben Folds Five)----- ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 21 Aug 1998 11:55:13 PDT From: "Jennifer Greeley" Subject: ET: Poems Hey all.. :) well here is one of the poems that i said i would send later on.. This one i wrote early last year for a poetry contest. it didn't get anywhere, but that's totally besides the point.. ;) i still like it. Hugs, Jenny 40 DAYS WITHOUT SUN - ------------------- Dark skies fill the land, One day before the storm. No rain falls, just dark grey clouds. No sun shines, through the dark skies. "Just a storm," some say. "It will pass," others think. Little do they know before 40 days without sun. The people of the land become dark and depressed. The clouds become black, The land is vacant. Time ticks slowly by, No reason for it to, For no one notices the sound of silence, The sound of depression. Little do they hear during 40 days without sun. Depression, nothing. Comes as grey, goes to black. No rainbow of feelings. Just a dark knowing. And a blanket of hate. Lost beneath the guilt they have sewn with their own hands. They cannot save themselves from self destruction during 40 days without sun. Still overhead dark clouds rest. Only bringing thoughts to those who know. Horror fills their minds, Fright is left in their eyes. Their hearts filled with burden and sadness. Some, they know why they feel that bad. Others, they don't care. Impossible to get rid of; no reason for trying. The confusion has set in during 40 days without sun. The bright sun no longer shines, Animals no longer graze. Birds sweet songs are sad and are filled with sorrow. The streets render empty. The flower fields with many memories of love, and with their sweet fragrance, is now stale with ignorance Mother Nature has died because of 40 days without sun. A man sees himself in the mirror, He is growing old, withering and dying. His eyes sink in, his hair grows grey. His hands wrinkle, his fingernails grow beyond reach. What is happening? He asks. Why is it like this? Why? Why? Frustration and depression, A bad combination. Hell has started during 40 days without sun. A woman sees herself in this life. No man to call her own. No kids to call her flesh. She sits and waits for this to stop. Her love is somewhere out there. Maybe on a shooting star. Maybe not. She is left alone and sad. No one will help her with 40 days without sun. A couple sees each other. Their love has died in the black. Their passion that was once strong, is now hidden and is bleak. The girl can only kiss a shadow. The boy is lost in time. He exists no longer. His shadow is all that is left. Things are disappearing during 40 days without sun. Why does this happen? Why to us? All that happens is for a reason. The dark skies, the vacant lands, The emotionless beings, the horror within. All is for a reason and that reason is caused by one. Only one ticking heart, one bleeding soul Rest assured the end is near after 40 days without sun Black hearts, black skies. - -- JLG ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 21 Aug 1998 21:54:04 -0700 From: jewel16f@juno.com (Heidi J Andrus) Subject: ET: My good things..... Ok everyone here I am doing this. I suggested it so here goes..... I'm not sure if this is gonna be a poem or what but whatever you'll get the jist of it....is that how you spell jist or is it gist? Oh well here goes..... Good Things The first thing I hear from people is how pretty I am I like the compliment and try to take heed to it. Friends and past boyfriends have said my hair is "Pantene Pro-V hair" I love my eyes I think they're my best feature I have freckels that I believe are kisses from God I listen intently to my friends problems and usually I know when to give advice and when to just listen I am an optimist I see the glass half full I see God in nature I have a tender heart I cry when I'm extremely happy I don't hold back ...... in a good way! I like things organized and neat I search my soul often I make sure that if anything that makes me unhappy is in my life i try to fix that I care more about others than I do myself I'm content with life I sleep with a stuffed animal <<<<<< Is that really a good thing? I love easily but I make sure it's right first I help carry other people's burdens so they are carrying a lighter load I smile at everyone for no reason I can sing.....I LOVE to sing I'm teaching myself the guitar and piano I enjoy just sitting with my candles lit and thinking and praying I keep a journal I am religous I go to church every Sunday and Wednesday... not saying that makes me perfect or anything please don't get me wrong here please! I think I'm fairly good with computers Well at least I know how to send e-mails I have nice handwritting I love animals I care for the little turtels crossing the road I love my parents I respect my parents I love to drive I just simply enjoy life and every little thing about it Ok so maybe it turned into who I am and not the good things about me and it's a list but hey....I tried and that's all I asked from all of you..... Alright I have an urge to go in my room and sing until my boyfriend gets home......gotta go before I go crazy. It's in your box Kevin.....not exactly great but oh well :o) Hugs smiles and kisses all around! :o) Heidi *The Freckel Angel* E-mail at: Jewel16f@Juno.com also at: Jewel15f@aol.com AOL Instant Message: Jewel15f Web sites: http://www.vaio.net/spte.dll/web/JewelRocks http://www.angelfire.com/tn/JewelRocks/index.html _____________________________________________________________________ You don't need to buy Internet access to use free Internet e-mail. Get completely free e-mail from Juno at http://www.juno.com Or call Juno at (800) 654-JUNO [654-5866] ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 21 Aug 1998 19:58:42 -0700 From: Karen Miller Subject: ET: My good things..... ok now its my turn I have beautiful curves on my body like Kate Winslet I have soft and wonderful hair that I can brush with my hands I have been called beautiful and a wonderful person by my poems many times I have told I look as though I weigh 130 when really I weigh 150 I have a round face that I took from my mother even though my breast are small I enjoy them I am only 5"4-5"5 but the man of my dreams is 6"0 and 5"9 I love to paint my nails I always look for the good in people I love having people read my poems and stories it makes me feel special and unique I have had a crush on a boy for 2 1/2 years I have many freckles I get from the sun I am a proud fan of Hanson Backstreetboys and I am in love with the idea of love at first sight and I believe it will happen to me one day I am very self conious of what other think Well thats me hope you enjoyed it holly the lover Angel ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V1 #139 **********************************