From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V1 #88 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Tuesday, July 21 1998 Volume 01 : Number 088 Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: wake [karagarbe ] ET: feelings [ib-3@juno.com (Johnny Dough)] ET: well, i guess i'll send you these.... [moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Us)] ET: Re: . [ib-3@juno.com (Johnny Dough)] ET: oops [moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Us)] ET: The General Well Bieng Of Life! ["Kerry *jo*" ] ET: Applaudings (work in digests 71-85) ["Dr RomeAntic" Subject: ET: wake 7-20-98 mon 830am - -wake- could i spend the rest of my life in slumber never having to wake to another nightmare never having to face myself in the mirror reflecting always what is not there because what i lack is all that i can see could i spend the rest of my life in love never having to wake without you at my side never having to face a day without you there could i spend the rest of my life with you easy i should think to live and breathe you if i had the strength to get through this i would give it to you if i had the knowledge that it would be okay i would share it with you if i had anything more than myself to offer i would gladly be your slave but all i can offer is myself your disobedient servant loving with one hand and stealing with the other and if you can forgive that and if you can put up with that if you have the strength then please... wait for me to wake up and have the strength to face the day _____________________________________________________ "If you could give people one message, what would it be?" "Love." --Ed Kowalczyk, lead singer of Live ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 20 Jul 1998 11:30:16 -0500 From: ib-3@juno.com (Johnny Dough) Subject: ET: feelings Does anyone else just completely not want to sit in front of their computer and write e-mail? I mean, I spend hours upon hours sitting in front of my computer writing to the same people over and over and listening to the same radio station play the same songs. once in a whilte, I'll get up and get something to drink or eat, or perhaps answer the phone, but I'm sitting here missing out on the world as it passes me by and I'M GOING TO HATE BEING AN ADULT, EH? So this is my goodbye at long last...you won't be hearing from me for a while (a couple of hours, eh? I love y'all to much to be gone that long. :)) *-*-*-* cause even when i dream of you the sweetest dream will never do i'd still miss you baby and i don't wanna miss a thing... *-*-*-* James _____________________________________________________________________ You don't need to buy Internet access to use free Internet e-mail. Get completely free e-mail from Juno at http://www.juno.com Or call Juno at (800) 654-JUNO [654-5866] ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 20 Jul 1998 11:54:34 -0700 From: moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Us) Subject: ET: well, i guess i'll send you these.... Angels, Here goes....The first couple are kind of cheesy I think.... Sam the ? angel july 17 98 a bird called to me & woke me from a daze an abrupt call away from the complications of life so dwelled on A thickly flowered path & an owl's faint lull, to soothe in a pattern so soft & far off it spins back on the merry-go-round of my childhood Twirling, around & around, watching the sky go by But then, it stayed the same it is I who has changed - ------ Twilight at dusk the air moves among the trees Spiderwebs hang on nimble twigs Windchimes sweetly pulse in the air & grow faint The sky hangs between day & night a misty gray fading a coolness grows in the air an owl calls out into the presence of dusk a bird sings off the last call of day a fly hums & grows still Flowers cease to waver and are calm Trunks & branches stand against the drifting twilight july 17 98 - ----------- This one...well...I'm interested in what you think it is about. A Gaze At Sunset july 19 98 by SM Pain & an intensity of staring you hold me in your gaze as though a bucket of stars was splashed upon my body & a sunset halo smiled for me Turn away, I sense how you are torn & I wish with all my life that I could life the cloud of misery that sinks beneath your skin But, I cannot and I can only sit and watch your feelings surround you in different shades of light as your gaze follows me tracing every turn as though you anticipate something that we both know with pain will not occour "Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same." moonsong@ix.netcom.com ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 20 Jul 1998 12:44:52 -0500 From: ib-3@juno.com (Johnny Dough) Subject: ET: Re: . well, i'm pretty sure that we're still posting poetry here...I mean, this is the_poetry_thread you know? It doesn't look like I'll be taking that bus outta here today...it's already passed noon, and frankly, well, I like writing e-mail. :) Besides, if I took that bus, I wouldn't be able to dream at night about actually taking it... On a much, well, less depressed note, anyone ever read any poems on Gold Tinted pools? A friend of mine keeps writing about them and i was wondering if they were anything symbolic... So anyway, a couple of my Altar forfeitures that I sprawled down yesterday... Granted, sometime I wish my family weren't so abstract and I often wish I could be some Cinderella's slipper, but mostly I'm happy sitting perched on my roof in boxers, a tank top, and wet hair writing poetry full of ordinary words about the people and place that make life worth living ©James Brogdon 19July1998 _____ An average family in a blue minivan drives down my street at night unaware of my position: observing them on the street below, from my roof top position above backlit by the light of candles burning in my room I, breathing in the warmth of the solitude of the night taking in the sites of a city listening to mary jane's last dance softely sing the day to sleep. ©James Brogdon 19July1998 _____ On Sun, 19 Jul 1998 18:32:46 -0400 susan reynolds writes: >From: susan reynolds > >I thought that was the writer's ink list. > >Do not confuse the already confused canvaswriter. > >SjR > >Mr. Jim Nasium wrote: > >> i thought that we agreed not to post poetry to the e mail but rather >> post it on the forum? >> I am so confused... >> >> JnS >> >> >------------------------------------------------------------------------ >> >> Mr. Jim Nasium >> GymArt, GymPoems, Mint Error Coins, HTML, JAVA & VRML >> ¯`·.¸/ La Galeria de GymArt \¸.·´¯ >> >> Mr. Jim Nasium >> GymArt, GymPoems, Mint Error Coins, HTML, JAVA & VRML > >> ¯`·.¸/ La Galeria de GymArt \¸.·´¯ >> Netscape >Conference >Address >> Netscape >Conference >DLS Server >> Have you seen GymArt®? >> Additional Information: >> Last Name Nasium >> First Name Mr. Jim >> Version 2.1 > > > >-- >¤3*:»..»§«:*´`3*.....·´¯`·.¸/ cave§ter \¸.·´¯`·.....*3´`*:»..»§«:*3¤ > >As a gate is necessary to the function of a wall, so is discrimination >necessary for mastering your will. 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Get completely free e-mail from Juno at http://www.juno.com Or call Juno at (800) 654-JUNO [654-5866] ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 20 Jul 1998 14:20:14 -0700 From: moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Us) Subject: ET: oops Angels, wow that was an interesting type-o that i made. i said (in that sunset poem) & I wish with all my life that I could life but i meant that i could lift. Sam the ? angel moonsong@ix.netcom.com ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 20 Jul 1998 17:05:48 PDT From: "Kerry *jo*" Subject: ET: The General Well Bieng Of Life! If you all remember me, Last time I wrote my post was rather depressing. Its crazy How times can change =0) If you remember me by name...I am Kerry*jo*. I went to montana with my very sweet boyfriend and life is getting so much better. It seems I have a reason to wake up everymorning and a GREAT reason to smile. Its crazy, I go through these periods of time where I just want to dig my own grave and lay in it. Then these times comes and I smile, and laugh, and look in the mirror and like what I see, And I just LOVE LIFE!!!! It is such a marvolous thing. Its like, I never felt like there was a reason for bieng, but, I know now. I know my angel is making sure I am smiling :) So I hope this e-mail finds you all happy and smiling. I hope you all are looking up to the sky and dreaming of things you want. Because you can accomplish anything you put your mind to. JUST BELIEVE!!! WANT IT!!! And KNOW you are a great person. (I know, I know, I sound like sum psycho therapist!) But, Im just seeing the world in a new light. Once again thank you for your beautiful words of encouragment and love. I will leave you with a poem, and a song. TILL THE NEXT TIME ANGELS!!!! Love and happiness... Kerry*jo* *The angel with a not so everyday heart* ~*Love*~ (yes, I belive in it so much!!!) Its that certain look that sends goosebumps down your spine, the way it feels when they touch you. The look in their eyes, when they say, "I love you." It's something people spend a lifetime searching for, just to realize it was right in front of them the whole time. It's eternal happines a dream shared, between two people. Satisfying, amazing, and unconditional ...its forever... Kerry*jo* '98 - ------------------------------------------ ~Keep holdin on~ *a song by Intro* Funny how the problems arrive everday at your side I know their sometimes to Much to take When the hope you had is gone and there's no love left to hold onto keep your head up to the sky though I know it may seem ~Chorus~ I know it may seem to be you can't see your tomorrow but, you just KEEP holdin on and you be strong cause I know there's a way if we try. Hold on to your dream its not as bad as it seems hold onto love keep lookin up to heaven above hold on till tomorrow there is a way Funny how we waste our time away and you never plan to stay there I go, looks like another mistake but the life I live today means another chance to find a way weve got to keep our heads up to the sky ~ChoRus~ SLEEP WELL ANGELS!!! - ----------------------------------------------------------- "after a while we learn that all we really are is all the thoughts and all the experiances we have ever had, and all the people who have ever touched our lives, no matter how briefly." ~UnKnown "I believe in Angels, I believe that in my lonliest times I have not really been alone, That no one really is." ~Jewel **Visit my web site =0) http://www.angelfire.com/ut/intrepiddreamer ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Jul 1998 02:25:50 CEST From: "Dr RomeAntic" Subject: ET: Applaudings (work in digests 71-85) Hi Angels... or should I say Hi Angulz! As our ? angel so cutly(?) put it :)) Ok so what... what... c'mon guys stop staring at me... stop reading... c'mon... not infront of my MOTHER!! :)) *lol* Sorry, just kidding around! *LMAO* Anyways... how are ya all... Hey Sam! 'sup? Thank you for the praise... and since you asked I'll try to deliver more of that... but it's hard to do such good work... I don't write that often anymore... and when I do... I have something on my mind that I feel how to say... and in the case of Call Me Winter I succeeded in bringing that out. Oh, well I'm building up another wave... and when it hits the shore I'll let yall know. Ok I'm lying... I have something on my mind all of the time... but I'm too lazy to sit down and write! There it goes I've said it! :)) And while I'm at this... thank you Jaime... see you stil kept your wit even though you spent so much time in CA. tsk tsk tsk *lol* Oh oh oh... Kara... thank you so much... *sarcastic disgusted voice*: "he can pretend to be a movie star" *piercing stare*... Well denying that I pretended to be a movie star or at least fantasised or that I will again is absurd... but pretending to be Mira Sorvino... uhmmm... uhmm... uhm................... hmmmmmmm.... mmmmmmmmm.... hmmmmmmm.... uhmmmmm... ???????... !!!!!!!!!!!!... !?"?!?":............&%"=!#/%$#.. ahhhhhhh.... uhmmmmm... uhmmmmmm.... ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V1 #88 *********************************