From: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org (angry-psychos-digest) To: angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Subject: angry-psychos-digest V9 #8 Reply-To: angry-psychos@smoe.org Sender: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk X-To-Unsubscribe: Send mail to "angry-psychos-digest-request@smoe.org" X-To-Unsubscribe: with "unsubscribe" as the body. angry-psychos-digest Thursday, January 22 2004 Volume 09 : Number 008 Today's Subjects: ----------------- npr: los angeles [Jen Ralston ] NPR [ZXINWS@aol.com] Re: NPR [Kyron2046@aol.com] PR Cody's website w/DM tour pics [Michele ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Tue, 20 Jan 2004 23:08:04 -0800 (PST) From: Jen Ralston Subject: npr: los angeles l.a. psychos, i am a n.y. psycho travelling through your strange land on business. i will be in the area through the beginning of april. i am staying with friends in arcadia--i love them very much but they are married...with three teenaged boys...and i need to get out of the house every once in awhile because fighting over the remote control with kids has recently become my main pass time. i have a car. i have a thomas guide. i like food and music and movies. i play pool and throw darts and bowl. i don't climb rocks. i was recently in phoenix and got to meet and hang out with jarrod and kyle. now i'm looking for some interested parties here. if you fit this criteria, write me off list. my job doesn't actually start until feb. 2nd so i'm very available until then, and after then like a regular, employed person. cheers, jen __________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? Yahoo! Hotjobs: Enter the "Signing Bonus" Sweepstakes http://hotjobs.sweepstakes.yahoo.com/signingbonus ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 21 Jan 2004 02:15:00 EST From: ZXINWS@aol.com Subject: NPR I feel as though I am traveling through life alone. Making decisions daily that affect many. Consulting plenty. But listening to few. My decisions are usually made up before seeking advice. The things I contemplate, I continue to contemplate. Feeling like I am moving alone. Facing the world without having a home. Pressures everywhere that mean nothing to me. I drive Why? I think because I feel that it is the only place that I am in control. The only time when I control my own life; and death. Simultaneously, how awesome. Im poised to take things on. Full speed ahead. Decisions made, apparently brashly. Unbeknown to many the careful articulations taken in most every move. Even with all the articulation of the Parthenon I have no way of changing my contempt for being forced to make these decisions. Sometimes I feel like a silent protest would help. Removing myself from the need of decisions. I drive. Fast as I can, fast as I can, blatant disregard, at times, for the law, or life. Neither are that important in the grand scheme of things. The scheme in which I play but a small and insignificant role. That scheme just makes my appearance, my struggles, my conquests, my remorse, and my apathy all the more inconsequential. The police signify the remnants of a conscience. I often wonder if it is my own conscience. It stabs me at moments, forcing me to brake suddenly without notice. Only to be then forced by my animosity for life to speed up. This strong feeling cannot be misinterpreted as a hatred of life. It is a passion that I control a few small things. Its odd. While driving I control my own life and death, yet I still do not control my living life. Only weather or not I choose to continue in it. Its like a dream that you are awaking from and you control if you wish to continue. To turn off the alarm clock and continue to live that nightmare and see where it takes you. The power of choice. But then when you continue in it you loose the power, except to wake up. If you choose to stay asleep then that journey is your own no longer. There must be some trick to this. Some rhyme or reason. Some answer or treason. So this life of mine, I barrel through it with my hand on the emergency brake. In constant subliminal thought questioning what would happen if I chose to use it. Would my life go spinning around and C"b,Kround? Or would I simply change directions? None the less, decisions pass by like street signs. Except I am in a strange town and none of hem mean anything to me. I make decisions constantly turning down roads that I donC"b,b"t know. Never a dead end found, nor a familiar happy memoir. I stop for directions and intentionally forget them by the time I get into the car. Well in this haphazardly engineered car that I know as my life I think, contemplate, deliberate. Drawing no conclusions. Posting no resolutions to the dashboard I wish to beat my head on but never do. Still thinking, still yearning for answers to questions not conceived. I stop on the side of the road. Perhaps it is rest I need. When done, I feel no more rejuvenated with no more moral then when I stopped. Worse yet, no measurable time has transpired. I am exactly where I left off. ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 21 Jan 2004 03:02:15 EST From: Kyron2046@aol.com Subject: Re: NPR "Joy is a choice, and the celibration of life, and Option... that we MUST enguage or it's fleeting and then it's gone."-Roger Clyne (azpeacemakers.com) "Mothers, fathers, sisters and brothers we never run out of hope when we love one another, they raise the price of bread then they lower the wage, but we hold the keys inside of their cage..." -Roger Clyne, Leave an Open Door, Americano. Allow me as a fllow psycho to suggest maybe some upbeat spiritual music ... I'd suggest maybe some Roger Clyne and the Peacemakers, or Jimmy Buffet. Sometiems man being right back where ya started isnt' a bad thing, because Iv'e been down some roads that NO ONE would ever want to see, adn I WISH I could get back... Very cool post though man... very well thought.. did ya write that? or quote it? It was good if a little dark. - -Kyron ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 21 Jan 2004 19:43:50 -0800 From: Michele Subject: PR Cody's website w/DM tour pics Well finally I figured out what Cody (Poe's DJ for the Depeche Mode tour) is up to: http://www.peyotecody.com/ There's some really good tour pics there, including a group pic and some Conan O'Brien taping pics. There's also a video clip of Control live. - --Michele ------------------------------ End of angry-psychos-digest V9 #8 *********************************