From: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org (angry-psychos-digest) To: angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Subject: angry-psychos-digest V4 #28 Reply-To: angry-psychos@smoe.org Sender: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk X-To-Unsubscribe: Send mail to "angry-psychos-digest-request@smoe.org" X-To-Unsubscribe: with "unsubscribe" as the body. angry-psychos-digest Friday, January 29 1999 Volume 04 : Number 028 Today's Subjects: ----------------- Re: NPR:suicide [Noncn4mist@aol.com] Re: angry-psychos-digest V4 #26 ["Mike Kamer" ] npr: what to do what to do. [steve ] npr-thanks poe-zers [steve ] Re: angry-psychos-digest V4 #27 [Bootiegrrl@aol.com] Re: angry-psychos-digest V4 #27 [Rebecca Lynn Clark ] Re: Want an AP shirt for five bucks? [XAVIER231@aol.com] npr: mono and psycho ["Sad Alcoholic Clown" ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Thu, 28 Jan 1999 02:59:30 EST From: Noncn4mist@aol.com Subject: Re: NPR:suicide In a message dated 1/28/99 1:31:02 AM Eastern Standard Time, owner-angry- psychos-digest@smoe.org writes: << angry-psychos@smoe.org >> ok. i've been on this list for a long time, but have never really contributed. i found this suicidal string of letters disturbing. i know what it's like to battle depression. if you need to talk to someone, feel free to email me. plenty of others have also offered to help. if you want to die, try dying of......... old age. i don't mean to preach, but life is too short and too precious. i hate to think of all the things that i would have missed out on if i had ended my life. ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 28 Jan 1999 00:07:45 PST From: "Mike Kamer" Subject: Re: angry-psychos-digest V4 #26 Hey guys/gals- I made this really cool AP t-shirt using these iron on sheets on which I printed a picture of poe from rocktoons (the one where she's scratching over angry psyco) and putit on the upper left corner of the chest on the shirt Then on the back I printed up and ironed on the following message: POE'S ANGRY PSYCHOS I'm not offering to make them but mine looks GREAT! If someone would like to make these for the other aps and is willing to talk to the guy at rocktoons to get permission to use his picture to make them then I'll send that person a copy of the shirt I"ve got Any takers? Later- Mike Kamer of the Caffiene Junkies ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 28 Jan 1999 11:35:33 EST From: Clergy666@aol.com Subject: Re: angry-psychos-digest V4 #27 WOAH.. I haven't been really keeping up with the list for a while, then I pop in for a read and this is the topic? Suicide is painful for all parties involved. I was in the Air Force this past year and had a nervous breakdown and tried to slit my wrists. I ended up in a psych ward for about three weeks. It was very un-cool. Worse yet was the afterwath of it all, telling my fiancee and my family. It took a toll on what I thought to be a perfect relationship. There was so much guilt involved on both ends of it, that we ended up calling it quits. Now he wont even talk to me. And my family still hasnt fully recovered. My little sister thinks that it is a healthy way to get attention, gives herself small cuts on her arms and displays them for all to see until someone will say anything. I think that this has been one of the worst things I have ever had to go through or put my loved ones through, something I will never be able to really say I am sorry about. If anyone is thinking about it. Many people will say "I am here to talk to you" but believe it or not that really has little effect on how someone in that situation feels. They are numb to reason. All I can say is to think about who you love, and what it will do to them. It really isnt worth it. You are loved and needed on this plane of existance no matter what you think. - -Meghan "I see you in every cracked line, you haunt me, while I chase your ghost, I cant seem to catch you. ..I just cant face your grave." ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 28 Jan 1999 09:17:56 PST From: "KyL Cobb" Subject: NPR: Fleming & John APs: I don't know whether any of you are Fleming & fans but they will be having an album release party in Nashville, TN on 26 Feb. Tickets will go on sale tomorrow via Ticketmaster. You can also call you local radio stations and request them to play the new single PEARL.... pax, kyL ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 28 Jan 1999 12:26:00 -0500 (EST) From: steve Subject: npr: what to do what to do. ok dilemma. March 26th. Sleater-kinney or Rufus Wainwright??? i'd like to beat the morons who scheduled these shows on the same night!! grrr. gimme your opiniones por favor, for i am torn. steve ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 28 Jan 1999 16:57:02 -0500 (EST) From: steve Subject: npr-thanks poe-zers hey guys, well, i am overwhelmed by all the responses i got about my little sleater/rufus dilemma! hahaha. thanks for responding. i am so fruity that i actually tallied up everything, and Sleater-kinney wins (by a landslide, i might add). haha im so indecisive all the time, i should just come to you guys to make all my decisions for me:) bye steve ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 28 Jan 1999 18:46:49 EST From: Bootiegrrl@aol.com Subject: Re: angry-psychos-digest V4 #27 its so weird that everyone has been talking about suicide, and how to help people who are suicidal anyways it was really weird timing cuz on tuesday a boy in my grade commited suicide. he shot himself in the head. i knew the kid ok, he was in two of my classes and freshman year he was in my art class and i talked to him alot. it is so sad cuz andrew seemed so happy, he was really funny i would have never expected it. im going to the funeral tomorrow and i know im gonna lose it just like everybody else. so if anyone wants to talk about suicide im willing to listen cuz im going through losing someone to it. ~cait ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 28 Jan 1999 19:19:13 -0500 (EST) From: Rebecca Lynn Clark Subject: Re: angry-psychos-digest V4 #27 it has always amazed me that this condition has always left me feeling utterly alone and that no one on earth could possibly understnad what it was i was going through and nothing anyone would say would mean more than a pile of dookie to me... then i look at something like this...how many of us HAVE been through this, how many of us KNOW what the other people are going through from personal experience, and how LITTLE anyone usually talks about it... Everytime i feel there is no hope, i look at all the people i know who DO have this condition like myself, and I say there HAS to be hope, I just am not looking deep enough... no one said loving yourself was easy.... Rebecca Clark ACRN 99.3 caFM, Traffic Director Office: (740) 593-4909 Poetry page: http://www.pathetic.org/member-works.cgi?siteid=876026929 - -"Perfect Love is the most beautiful of all frustrations because it is more than one can express" -Charlie Chaplin help give to RAINN: http://www.eyegive.com/html/ssi.cfm?cid=103&mid=7856 IT COSTS YOU NOTHING BUT A FEW SECONDS OF TIME! On Thu, 28 Jan 1999 Clergy666@aol.com wrote: > > WOAH.. I haven't been really keeping up with the list for a while, then I pop > in for a read and this is the topic? Suicide is painful for all parties > involved. I was in the Air Force this past year and had a nervous breakdown > and tried to slit my wrists. I ended up in a psych ward for about three weeks. > It was very un-cool. Worse yet was the afterwath of it all, telling my > fiancee and my family. It took a toll on what I thought to be a perfect > relationship. There was so much guilt involved on both ends of it, that we > ended up calling it quits. Now he wont even talk to me. And my family still > hasnt fully recovered. My little sister thinks that it is a healthy way to get > attention, gives herself small cuts on her arms and displays them for all to > see until someone will say anything. I think that this has been one of the > worst things I have ever had to go through or put my loved ones through, > something I will never be able to really say I am sorry about. If anyone is > thinking about it. Many people will say "I am here to talk to you" but believe > it or not that really has little effect on how someone in that situation > feels. They are numb to reason. All I can say is to think about who you love, > and what it will do to them. It really isnt worth it. You are loved and needed > on this plane of existance no matter what you think. > > -Meghan > > "I see you in every cracked line, > you haunt me, > while I chase your ghost, > I cant seem to catch you. > ..I just cant face your grave." > ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 28 Jan 1999 17:10:22 -0800 (PST) From: Pryncess Twinkle Subject: Re: angry-psychos-digest V4 #27 i know...... i wish you all were here a few years ago *shows you the scars on my wrists* those have almost faded but my memories never will clinical depression is horrible i still have suicidal thoughts all the time i just never share them because it never did shit no one cared i just keep everything all up inside and it manifests itself in deep slashes up my shoulders among other things. i just spilled my thoughts to someone i thought would listen and he just blew it off as fakery. that is why i'm always the light bubbly one who never gets into anything truly dark- because no one ever wants to hear it once it all comes out. ~Noelle - ---Rebecca Lynn Clark wrote: > > > it has always amazed me that this condition has always left me feeling > utterly alone and that no one on earth could possibly understnad what it > was i was going through and nothing anyone would say would mean more than > a pile of dookie to me... > > then i look at something like this...how many of us HAVE been through > this, how many of us KNOW what the other people are going through from > personal experience, and how LITTLE anyone usually talks about it... > Everytime i feel there is no hope, i look at all the people i know who DO > have this condition like myself, and I say there HAS to be hope, I just am > not looking deep enough... > > no one said loving yourself was easy.... > > Rebecca Clark > ACRN 99.3 caFM, Traffic Director > Office: (740) 593-4909 > > Poetry page: http://www.pathetic.org/member-works.cgi?siteid=876026929 > -"Perfect Love is the most beautiful of all frustrations because it is > more than one can express" -Charlie Chaplin > help give to RAINN: http://www.eyegive.com/html/ssi.cfm?cid=103&mid=7856 > IT COSTS YOU NOTHING BUT A FEW SECONDS OF TIME! > > > On Thu, 28 Jan 1999 Clergy666@aol.com wrote: > > > > > WOAH.. I haven't been really keeping up with the list for a while, then I pop > > in for a read and this is the topic? Suicide is painful for all parties > > involved. I was in the Air Force this past year and had a nervous breakdown > > and tried to slit my wrists. I ended up in a psych ward for about three weeks. > > It was very un-cool. Worse yet was the afterwath of it all, telling my > > fiancee and my family. It took a toll on what I thought to be a perfect > > relationship. There was so much guilt involved on both ends of it, that we > > ended up calling it quits. Now he wont even talk to me. And my family still > > hasnt fully recovered. My little sister thinks that it is a healthy way to get > > attention, gives herself small cuts on her arms and displays them for all to > > see until someone will say anything. I think that this has been one of the > > worst things I have ever had to go through or put my loved ones through, > > something I will never be able to really say I am sorry about. If anyone is > > thinking about it. Many people will say "I am here to talk to you" but believe > > it or not that really has little effect on how someone in that situation > > feels. They are numb to reason. All I can say is to think about who you love, > > and what it will do to them. It really isnt worth it. You are loved and needed > > on this plane of existance no matter what you think. > > > > -Meghan > > > > "I see you in every cracked line, > > you haunt me, > > while I chase your ghost, > > I cant seem to catch you. > > ..I just cant face your grave." > > > > _________________________________________________________ DO YOU YAHOO!? Get your free @yahoo.com address at http://mail.yahoo.com ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 28 Jan 1999 20:18:43 -0600 From: "Patrick Langley" Subject: Re: Fleming & John i'm not afraid >I don't know whether any of you are Fleming & fans but they will be >having an album release party in Nashville, TN on 26 Feb. Tickets will >go on sale tomorrow via Ticketmaster. > >______________________________________________________ >Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 28 Jan 1999 22:02:37 EST From: XAVIER231@aol.com Subject: Re: Want an AP shirt for five bucks? hey, i know i dont post much, but since we're on the subject of shirts....the psycho shirt i bought at the irving plaza show back in '96 was just recently ruined via my mother's reckless use of bleach. soooooo sad. oh well, hopefully i'll be able to get a new one when she goes back on tour....if ever. later-jesse ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 28 Jan 1999 21:35:53 PST From: "Sad Alcoholic Clown" Subject: npr: mono and psycho what's the song that mono does on psycho sdtk? - -Sad Alcoholic Clown Visit my site at http://members.tripod.com/~Mettic/front.html If you like elitist opinions and lots of arbitrary lists, this is the place! "The Great Man is colder, harder, less hesitating, and without fear of 'opinion'; he lacks the virtues that accompany respect and 'respectability,' and altogether everything that is the 'virtue of the herd.' If he cannot lead, he goes alone. He knows that he is incommunicable: he finds it tasteless to be familiar. There is a solitude within him that is inaccessible to praise or blame." - Nietzsche, "Will to Power" "In dreaming, the clouds methought would open and show me riches ready to drop upon me, that, when i waked, i cried to dream again." - Caliban, "The Tempest" ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ End of angry-psychos-digest V4 #28 **********************************