From: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org (angry-psychos-digest) To: angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Subject: angry-psychos-digest V4 #25 Reply-To: angry-psychos@smoe.org Sender: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk X-To-Unsubscribe: Send mail to "angry-psychos-digest-request@smoe.org" X-To-Unsubscribe: with "unsubscribe" as the body. angry-psychos-digest Tuesday, January 26 1999 Volume 04 : Number 025 Today's Subjects: ----------------- Re: Want an AP shirt for five bucks? ["Crissy Fletcher" ] AP Shirts [Edie Sedgewick ] Re: AP Shirts [Bootiegrrl@aol.com] Re: AP Shirts ["The Masque of the Red Death" ] Fwd: Hey Kids! Postal, Ten Bulls, Infuser, S.T.S. 1/30/99 [GtrGawd@aol.co] Re: Want an AP shirt for five bucks? [Pryncess Twinkle ] Re: AP Shirts [radiof@pipeline.com] Demographic part 2 [Rebecca Lynn Clark ] Re: Another AP Tragedy [Rebecca Lynn Clark ] Re: Demographic part 2 [Cyberfan Corporation ] Misc. [TrAgICpITy@aol.com] re: NPR: Suicide [John Beadle ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Sun, 24 Jan 1999 22:52:27 -0800 From: "Crissy Fletcher" Subject: Re: Want an AP shirt for five bucks? I agree I think it would be cool too. I would buy one. I have been looking for one since she came out but there has been no luck yet Crissy ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 24 Jan 1999 23:35:13 -0800 (PST) From: Edie Sedgewick Subject: AP Shirts Hey APs! There were indeed AP shirts. RadioFree made them, along with jackets and patches and god knows what else. I don't know if he's still around though. Whether he is or not, it is a very good idea, so if anyone wants to whip up a couple, that'd be great. My suggestion: make them real scary looking. Twalen Fleety MonkeyMan _________________________________________________________ DO YOU YAHOO!? Get your free @yahoo.com address at http://mail.yahoo.com ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1999 03:28:12 EST From: Bootiegrrl@aol.com Subject: Re: AP Shirts In a message dated 1/25/99 2:42:22 AM Eastern Standard Time, taxine@yahoo.com writes: oh yeah...and speaking of poe mercandise.. i remember reading a couple years ago about how you could get poe necklaces at her concets. does anyone know where i could get one, or does anyone have one??? ~cait ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1999 13:00:30 PST From: "The Masque of the Red Death" Subject: Re: AP Shirts oh, me too!! I want a necklace too!!! oh yeah...and speaking of poe mercandise.. i remember reading a couple years ago about how you could get poe necklaces at her concets. does anyone know where i could get one, or does anyone have one??? ~cait ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1999 17:44:23 EST From: GtrGawd@aol.com Subject: Fwd: Hey Kids! Postal, Ten Bulls, Infuser, S.T.S. 1/30/99 This is a multi-part message in MIME format. - --part0_917304295_boundary Content-ID: <0_917304295@inet_out.mail.aol.com.1> Content-type: text/plain; charset=US-ASCII - --part0_917304295_boundary Content-ID: <0_917304295@inet_out.mail.aol.com.2> Content-type: message/rfc822 Content-transfer-encoding: 7bit Content-disposition: inline From: Xcows@aol.com Return-path: To: Xcows@aol.com Cc: GtrGawd@aol.com Subject: Hey Kids! 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Direct questions to xcows@aol.com - --part0_917304295_boundary-- ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1999 15:16:09 -0800 (PST) From: Pryncess Twinkle Subject: Re: Want an AP shirt for five bucks? well, ya see, i made myself an Angry Psycho shirt.... very cute.... and though there are NO AP's to be found in the delmarva area, i wore it with pride..... till you all started getting all petty and cruel and i quit the psychos and then apparently now things are better so here i am because i do adore Poe but i was mad cause i thought i wasted a perfectly good shirt so, i'm just rambling again and the point is that though i love Poe, and i once loved the AP's, i don't know if i'm going to wear the shirt in a few months. cause if people start getting ignorant again...... well anyway it's good to see that you all are nicer and well have a nice daY! ~*the pryncess twinkle*~ > > > Hey Psychos, > Now we're talking...I know there have been AP > shirts made before for events, but it'd be cool to > have some more out there. I would say to wait until > Poe's new album comes out so we can make shirts > inspired by the new album, but we need a new project, > and it doesn't look like the new album will be out > for a while. On a side note, it'd be kinda cool for > the female APs to have "Angry Psycho" white baby > Ts...(sorta like Poe's Psycho one, except it'd be > APs). I was making one for myself, but I've been > sorta busy and haven't finished. But anyway, the > shirt thing sounds cool. > > -Leona, > who hasn't posted here for months =( > > > > _________________________________________________________ > DO YOU YAHOO!? > Get your free @yahoo.com address at http://mail.yahoo.com > > _________________________________________________________ DO YOU YAHOO!? Get your free @yahoo.com address at http://mail.yahoo.com ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1999 15:37:41 -0800 (PST) From: misanthrope Subject: Re: Want an AP shirt for five bucks? i made myself a poe tshirt. i wrote psycho across the chest, and put the poe logo on the back. (from the front of the cd) it was really quite attractive, but i grew out of it (size small, it's not really flattering, since that was in 6th grade, when i was 60 lbs and i just had to go and gain 40.). ~toby man i remember when i joined this list. people were optimistic. every other day people would comment on rise and shine. every other day, someone would say "what is rise and shining????!!??". lol. actually that was way after i joined. argh. i don't even remember. - ---Pryncess Twinkle wrote: > > > well, ya see, i made myself an Angry Psycho shirt.... > very cute.... > and though there are NO AP's to be found in the delmarva area, i wore > it with pride..... > till you all started getting all petty and cruel > and i quit the psychos > and then apparently now things are better > so here i am because i do adore Poe > but i was mad cause i thought i wasted a perfectly good shirt > so, i'm just rambling again > and the point is that though i love Poe, and i once loved the AP's, i > don't know if i'm going to wear the shirt in a few months. cause if > people start getting ignorant again...... > well anyway it's good to see that you all are nicer and well have a > nice daY! > > ~*the pryncess twinkle*~ > > > > > > > > > > Hey Psychos, > > Now we're talking...I know there have been AP > > shirts made before for events, but it'd be cool to > > have some more out there. I would say to wait until > > Poe's new album comes out so we can make shirts > > inspired by the new album, but we need a new project, > > and it doesn't look like the new album will be out > > for a while. On a side note, it'd be kinda cool for > > the female APs to have "Angry Psycho" white baby > > Ts...(sorta like Poe's Psycho one, except it'd be > > APs). I was making one for myself, but I've been > > sorta busy and haven't finished. But anyway, the > > shirt thing sounds cool. > > > > -Leona, > > who hasn't posted here for months =( > > > > > > > > _________________________________________________________ > > DO YOU YAHOO!? > > Get your free @yahoo.com address at http://mail.yahoo.com > > > > > > _________________________________________________________ > DO YOU YAHOO!? > Get your free @yahoo.com address at http://mail.yahoo.com > > == *********************************************** http://www.unamerican.com today's patriotic, good little christian becomes tomorrow's pat robertson. *********************************************** _________________________________________________________ DO YOU YAHOO!? Get your free @yahoo.com address at http://mail.yahoo.com ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1999 20:13:14 -0500 From: Zinger Subject: And now for something completely.. psycho. Sorry to mass post, but it might be T-shirt related and I lost Ed's email last time I formatted my hard drive, Ed, do you still have that Poe graphic that was on your ftp? If so, would you email it to me? Thanks, Z ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1999 21:26:40 +0000 From: radiof@pipeline.com Subject: Re: AP Shirts hey... I am still around. Well i am going to make some more patches i have the screens made but never got the cloth. Since I can make the patches myself and they will be free or close to it. Well, I am not sure if i am going to make more shirts. I might if there is some sorta of a award show in nyc again. Where i can give them outside to promote poe. I did this at the MTV awards and the Grammys, but i was asked to stop by people there. (radio station, and police) seeya neeraj.net ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1999 21:50:17 -0500 (EST) From: Rebecca Lynn Clark Subject: Demographic part 2 Okay i have gotten 52 responses so far. I know there are a lot more of ya out there....so if your name is NOT on the list below, you have NOT given me your info, so send me: First Name, Last Name, city, state, birthdate (m/d/y) Those who HAVE responded so far are: Noelle Ballard Ron Morales Max Klein Alexa Cubas Kelly Lesperance Sarah Schroth Jack Mossman John Russo Brian Hugenbruch Jason Capriotti Evan Zelig Rick Joyce Chris Hunsaker Dustin Hillman Brandon Tommila Padma Thornlyre Andrew Fenner Jun Raven Steve Creech Ian Martines Spike Katora Kyl Cobb Xeno Lee Wang Tony Palmisano Allen Knowles Andy Shirar David Furlong Leona Chen Diane Louie Crissy Fletcher Bich Ngoc Cao Emily Nisley Dino James Charles Gerwe Jarrod (lovemuffin@poe.org) Kniff Brianna Faver Ed(-ible) Hunsinger Ivan Paprikic Seattle Taylor Erin Kyles Casey Deceia Brian Michaud Rusty Shelby Manuel Trevino Silver Pepper Girl Isabella-Marie Longpr Don Bereda Tiffany Berg Marc de Jong Laurie Motley Robert Vandenberg thank you drive through.... Rebecca Clark ACRN 99.3 caFM, Traffic Director Office: (740) 593-4909 Poetry page: http://www.pathetic.org/member-works.cgi?siteid=876026929 - -"Perfect Love is the most beautiful of all frustrations because it is more than one can express" -Charlie Chaplin help give to RAINN: http://www.eyegive.com/html/ssi.cfm?cid=103&mid=7856 IT COSTS YOU NOTHING BUT A FEW SECONDS OF TIME! ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1999 21:55:59 -0500 (EST) From: Rebecca Lynn Clark Subject: Re: Another AP Tragedy Okay, I said this a while back....and since we have a lot of new people on the list.... If ANYONE ever feels like they want to kill themselves I beg you, talk to me first. I am not scary (well sometimes ;) ) and i will always listen. I am NOT a psychotherapist...I AM a survivor...I have scars and marks and horror stories and most importantly I still have my life. I am also not one of those people who will tell you to just buck up and grin and bear what life shoves in your face. I have clinical depression and have had it since i was 8 yrs old. I have never taken medication for it, although at times I wish I was... I know what its like, i have been there... So please, talk to me, even if you feel stupid talking to someone who you don't know...PLEASE! I know how hard it is to deal with depression...and i know how alone you feel...so i am extending my hand to you all...I KNOW what you are going through...and talking couldn't hurt ya...it can only help... Rebecca Clark Poetry page: http://www.pathetic.org/member-works.cgi?siteid=876026929 - -"Perfect Love is the most beautiful of all frustrations because it is more than one can express" -Charlie Chaplin help give to RAINN: http://www.eyegive.com/html/ssi.cfm?cid=103&mid=7856 IT COSTS YOU NOTHING BUT A FEW SECONDS OF TIME! On Sun, 24 Jan 1999, Kathryn Blair wrote: > > Dear APs, > > For those of you who actually read this, I would like to inform you of a > recent loss to the AP family and to mine and many others lives. > This past Thursday, January 21, 1999, Meghan Clare Shanahan, an AP, > committed suicide. She had never posted to the list, but was apart of > it. I know many of u did not know of her.. I don't know if any of u did > actually, but she was one of my best friends and I miss her terribly. If > any APs live in NC, the surrounding W-S area, her funeral is to be held > at Our Lady of Mercy Catholic Church on Tues., Jan. 26 at 11am. She held > Poe w/the highest esteem, and though she was quiet, she enjoyed very > much being apart of a "family" that though is struggling, was a help to > her. If there are any questions regarding Meggie, feel free to e-mail > me. I am still very aware that many of you may not know who she is. But > she loved each and everyone of you. > > AP Love, > Kathy, aka Vampiress > > > > > ______________________________________________________ > Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com > ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 26 Jan 1999 03:12:34 +0000 (GMT) From: Cyberfan Corporation Subject: Re: Demographic part 2 At 06:47 PM 1/20/1999 -0800, Sad Alcoholic Clown wrote: > >does this have anything to do with the ap photo album? if it is, i need >the url to my pic :) > http://www.fortunecity.com/tinpan/oldsquire/216/yourpicturename.jpg You can just go to www.angry-psychos.com, find your pic, right click and copy image location to get the url. If anyone wants to change their picture, just send it to appics@divinity.relic.net with the same name as the current one, and I'll just overwrite the one that's up with the new one.. Jarrod, any ways people can change their info? Ed ed@poe.org http://divinity.relic.net *** Is everybody in the Psycho Ward? www.angry-psychos.com/ login: ap passwd: nUm1Baby JK/// Jarrod Kniff President - Cyberfan Corporation elpresidente@cyberfan.com P.s. I forget how nice it feels to be a lovemuffin@poe.org... We have lost our spirit... "Those were the days..." *All in The Family Voice* # # # Cyberfan offers 10% of the first 10 paying jobs that anybody brings to our company. Get people seen - 602.867.0007 # # # # # Web Development - Merchandise - Fan Database Call/Email for details. http://home.cyberfan.com ___ On Mon, 25 Jan 1999, Rebecca Lynn Clark wrote: > > Okay i have gotten 52 responses so far. I know there are a lot more of ya > out there....so if your name is NOT on the list below, you have NOT given > me your info, so send me: First Name, Last Name, city, state, birthdate > (m/d/y) > > > Those who HAVE responded so far are: > Noelle Ballard > Ron Morales > Max Klein > Alexa Cubas > Kelly Lesperance > Sarah Schroth > Jack Mossman > John Russo > Brian Hugenbruch > Jason Capriotti > Evan Zelig > Rick Joyce > Chris Hunsaker > Dustin Hillman > Brandon Tommila > Padma Thornlyre > Andrew Fenner > Jun Raven > Steve Creech > Ian Martines > Spike Katora > Kyl Cobb > Xeno > Lee Wang > Tony Palmisano > Allen Knowles > Andy Shirar > David Furlong > Leona Chen > Diane Louie > Crissy Fletcher > Bich Ngoc Cao > Emily Nisley > Dino James > Charles Gerwe > Jarrod (lovemuffin@poe.org) Kniff > Brianna Faver > Ed(-ible) Hunsinger > Ivan Paprikic > Seattle Taylor > Erin Kyles > Casey Deceia > Brian Michaud > Rusty Shelby > Manuel Trevino > Silver Pepper Girl > Isabella-Marie Longpr > Don Bereda > Tiffany Berg > Marc de Jong > Laurie Motley > Robert Vandenberg > > > thank you drive through.... > > Rebecca Clark > ACRN 99.3 caFM, Traffic Director > Office: (740) 593-4909 > > Poetry page: http://www.pathetic.org/member-works.cgi?siteid=876026929 > -"Perfect Love is the most beautiful of all frustrations because it is > more than one can express" -Charlie Chaplin > help give to RAINN: http://www.eyegive.com/html/ssi.cfm?cid=103&mid=7856 > IT COSTS YOU NOTHING BUT A FEW SECONDS OF TIME! > > > > ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1999 22:09:59 EST From: LivTheMdns@aol.com Subject: Re: Another AP Tragedy In a message dated 99-01-25 21:58:22 EST, rc889@oak.cats.ohiou.edu writes: << Okay, I said this a while back....and since we have a lot of new people on the list.... If ANYONE ever feels like they want to kill themselves I beg you, talk to me first. I am not scary (well sometimes ;) ) and i will always listen. I am NOT a psychotherapist...I AM a survivor...I have scars and marks and horror stories and most importantly I still have my life. I am also not one of those people who will tell you to just buck up and grin and bear what life shoves in your face. I have clinical depression and have had it since i was 8 yrs old. I have never taken medication for it, although at times I wish I was... I know what its like, i have been there... So please, talk to me, even if you feel stupid talking to someone who you don't know...PLEASE! I know how hard it is to deal with depression...and i know how alone you feel...so i am extending my hand to you all...I KNOW what you are going through...and talking couldn't hurt ya...it can only help... Rebecca Clark Poetry page: http://www.pathetic.org/member-works.cgi?siteid=876026929 -"Perfect Love is the most beautiful of all frustrations because it is more than one can express" -Charlie Chaplin help give to RAINN: http://www.eyegive.com/html/ssi.cfm?cid=103&mid=7856 IT COSTS YOU NOTHING BUT A FEW SECONDS OF TIME! On Sun, 24 Jan 1999, Kathryn Blair wrote: > > Dear APs, > > For those of you who actually read this, I would like to inform you of a > recent loss to the AP family and to mine and many others lives. > This past Thursday, January 21, 1999, Meghan Clare Shanahan, an AP, > committed suicide. She had never posted to the list, but was apart of > it. I know many of u did not know of her.. I don't know if any of u did > actually, but she was one of my best friends and I miss her terribly. If > any APs live in NC, the surrounding W-S area, her funeral is to be held > at Our Lady of Mercy Catholic Church on Tues., Jan. 26 at 11am. She held > Poe w/the highest esteem, and though she was quiet, she enjoyed very > much being apart of a "family" that though is struggling, was a help to > her. If there are any questions regarding Meggie, feel free to e-mail > me. I am still very aware that many of you may not know who she is. But > she loved each and everyone of you. > > AP Love, > Kathy, aka Vampiress > > > > > ______________________________________________________ > Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com > >> or me too ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1999 21:32:01 -0600 From: John Beadle Subject: Re: Want an AP shirt for five bucks? I actually had a shirt for the AP's for a while. It was a plain black shirt with the poe star logo on the back, Angry Psycho's written on the top right corner in the front, and a very large WWW.POE.ORG on the back under the star. All of the graphics was just hand-done with some gold stuff. But umm... I kinda 'dismantled' it a few months back, as I wasn't listening to poe anymore (I still don't too much really, but I don't listen to much music at all anymore unless it's on the radio on the way to school unfortunately. No time between the 6 bands I'm in and the other part of my school life) Since www.poe.org doesn't really exist anymore I don't think I would put that back on, at least not as big as it was (the main reason I peeled the shirt apart, the poe.org addy stuck out way too much) and I think it would be cool to have a blank black shirt with "Angry Psycho" written somewhere. Maybe have a poe quote or a derranged drawing on the back. And to clarify I still like poe, and occasionally listen to the CD, but I've listened to it so much it gets old quick, except for a couple of the songs. I still have and cherish the autographed CD she sent me. - -Landon Zinger wrote: > Sorry for your relatives, maybe they can sue? > > On the shirt thing, if enough people are interested, maybe we could make > something > happen. I think I can put together a silk screen and do T-shirts, if J. (our > friendly > quoted psycho artist) or another talented person wanted to put an image > together, we > should be able to make it happen. > > I think it would be really cool to be walking around and see someone else > wearing an > Angry-Psycho shirt. > > Any support? > > John Beadle wrote: > > > TOO BAD! To the 4 people who e-mailed me requesting a shirt, and the 8 > > others who requested information on the shirts, and anyone else even > > considering sending me a message on shirts, THEY NEVER EXISTED. If you > > read my e-mail I was saying it was an idea I threw out to the AP's a > > ways back (like 2 years ago) that I got bombed with hate-mail for doing. > > The shirts never existed, it was something I said my aunt and uncle > > (they run a graphic design shop) could do for five bucks + shipping a > > shirt, but everyone decided I was trying to make money off of poe and > > sent me so many flames and hate-mail that I almost left the list. This > > may even have been like 3 years ago, I don't know, whenever the poe list > > was still pretty new. > > > > Just to clarify, it was a reflection on the past do to nostalgia, not an > > offer. > > > > (Totally off subject, but the relatives who I said could have done it > > before had a little fire problem last night at three in the morning, > > they lost the house and everything in it, due to the stupidity of the > > person renting it to them. She had turned a downstairs fireplace into a > > bookcase, and told them it was fine to use the upstairs one. Even though > > they have used it quite a few times since renting the house a couple > > months ago, the sparks that fell through to the lower fireplace finally > > started the bookcase on fire and the whole house went up. They don't > > even have insurance, so it double-sucks for them.) > > > > -Landon ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1999 23:01:04 EST From: TrAgICpITy@aol.com Subject: Misc. I too felt suicidal at various times at my life. Even when I was in the first grade, I thought of nothing but suicide. I did talk to Rebecca and she did listen and if it wasn't for her, I'd probably have fucking blown my brains out. She convinced me to ask my parents for psychiatric help. At first, they didn't then they budged. I am now on 20mg of Prozac. At times I feel so fucked up, I'm just glad that Rebecca was there. She listened, even though it was through only one phone call and several e-mails. And I thank you Rebecca Clark. Thank you for everything. I'm so glad that you were there to listen. Is "Baltimore Girl" available anywhere? I'm a new Tori listener, and I was wondering is it out there anywhere? I saw it on VH1: Before They Were Stars. A Survivor, Rudy Tamayo ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1999 23:42:26 -0600 From: John Beadle Subject: re: NPR: Suicide I've thought about it with everything that's happened in the past couple years, but dismissed it as soon as it crossed my mind. I could never do something like that, could never "Quit" on life. Sucks to say but that's the easy way out. But after getting dumped, moving from the life I had known, lexi being diagnosed, and quite a few other things including discoveries of habits people in my family very close to me had, I can't say it never crossed my mind. No matter how bad it gets there will always be a way out eventually. Lexi is 2 months from being officially cured and done with treatments. even though I spent quite a bit of time shying away from people after the move (which was very strange for me as I used to be the type of person who would walk up to someone completely at random and get their number or strike up a conversation) I finally have a social life. I was diagnosed as clinically depressed when I was 8 too, right after my mom started getting a job and going back to college. I just kind of told myself don't worry about anything, have some fun, and it wore off, I've never really had a problem since. The only downside to that type of thought is that it's made me have a little problem with doing work when it needs to be done, I'll get bad grades in school for classes I don't like, cuz I won't do or turn in the work. There are always classes such as Journalism, Alg2/trig, IPS, ETC that push me to give some effort, that always helps get me motivated a bit. Again I think it's sad to say, but the last little ditch I was in about a year and a half ago, I started to get out of once I stopped using the computer so much. Even though I thought it was helping me have contact with friends and keep involved in the world, it was really hindering my social skills and keeping me from the physical activity I should've had during the past few years. My appearance doesn't seem like that made a difference, but I'm not as fast as I probably should be and wear out easier than before. I'm still working at getting back to where I probably should be in life. If anyone is feeling quite depressed and alone, and thinks the net is one of the few sources of companianship that they have left, I suggest actually to stop using the net for a bit and get out more. Of course I'll get flamed for saying that, but It's what I've found to help. - -Landon TrAgICpITy@aol.com wrote: > I too felt suicidal at various times at my life. Even when I was in the first > grade, I thought of nothing but suicide. I did talk to Rebecca and she did > listen and if it wasn't for her, I'd probably have fucking blown my brains > out. She convinced me to ask my parents for psychiatric help. At first, they > didn't then they budged. I am now on 20mg of Prozac. At times I feel so > fucked up, I'm just glad that Rebecca was there. She listened, even though it > was through only one phone call and several e-mails. And I thank you Rebecca > Clark. Thank you for everything. I'm so glad that you were there to listen. > > Is "Baltimore Girl" available anywhere? I'm a new Tori listener, and I was > wondering is it out there anywhere? I saw it on VH1: Before They Were Stars. > > A Survivor, > Rudy Tamayo ------------------------------ End of angry-psychos-digest V4 #25 **********************************