From: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org (angry-psychos-digest) To: angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Subject: angry-psychos-digest V3 #213 Reply-To: angry-psychos@smoe.org Sender: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk X-To-Unsubscribe: Send mail to "angry-psychos-digest-request@smoe.org" X-To-Unsubscribe: with "unsubscribe" as the body. angry-psychos-digest Thursday, July 30 1998 Volume 03 : Number 213 Today's Subjects: ----------------- removal [sullengirl ] matt ["Choklit Cow" ] re:pOe's playstation game ["Lee Wang" ] Re: Angry Psychos tribute ["s-p-g@poe.org" <73214.1142@compuserve.com>] Re: Matt Hazelton. ["TJ 13" ] Re: Matt Hazelton. ["Jun Raven" ] Re: Angry Psychos tribute ["MistressOf Nosferatu" ] Re: Angry Psychos tribute ["s-p-g@poe.org" <73214.1142@compuserve.com>] *NPR* Matthew Hazleton [Shanna Hollich ] Re: RARE POE ITEM FOR SALE: [Rick Masters ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Wed, 29 Jul 1998 10:11:59 -0700 From: sullengirl Subject: removal okay. one more time. how do i get off this list, please?? ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 29 Jul 1998 11:58:46 PDT From: "Choklit Cow" Subject: matt This is one of those things that you just don't know what to say for fear of it coming out wrong. I didn't know Matt personally but i am sad because all the PsYcHoS mean a lot to me. This year has been a particularly nasty one in the sense that a lot of people have been lost but i'm sure that they're at peace... =. { Noelle ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 29 Jul 1998 12:54:44 PDT From: "Lee Wang" Subject: re:pOe's playstation game bruce willis is the main character of the game, and pOe plays a pretty significant part in the game, i believe she is going to be the "Plague." talk about karma... - -lee ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 29 Jul 1998 18:36:05 -0400 From: "s-p-g@poe.org" <73214.1142@compuserve.com> Subject: Re: Angry Psychos tribute I didn't know this guy at all, but all i can say is that this whole ap's - dieing - car accidents thing is getting pretty scary. If this happens one more time any time soon, i am definitly disconnecting from this list....! pretty freak stuff. Pretty sad stuff.... condolances, silver pepper girl ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 29 Jul 1998 16:14:51 PDT From: "TJ 13" Subject: Re: Matt Hazelton. I myself had talked to matt on occasion, via the poe-chat. I am saddened and somewhat shocked to find this news out. I just want to wish all of his friends,acquaintances and family the best of my wishes.And i would like to thank Lee for bringing me this sad sad news. REST WELL MATT. T.J. 13 ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 29 Jul 1998 16:46:19 PDT From: "Jun Raven" Subject: Re: Matt Hazelton. i never knew matt. i was never in poe.org, and i never heard anything from him on the list. but i know what it feels like to loose someone close in an unfortunate situation, and it doesn't feel all that great. but i just want to wish everyone who knew him, the continuation of the strength that you all have now and i'm sorry that such a great person could have been lost. it's a sad week in the ap world and the world around, for someone dear to us was lost and someone special whom people like me never knew, have now lost the oppertunity to know this wonderful person. i just hope he's happy now where ever he may be. my condolences, and i will make something on my web page for him, if you don't mind. liz >From: "MistressOf Nosferatu" >To: angry-psychos@smoe.org >Subject: Matt Hazelton. >Date: Tue, 28 Jul 1998 22:14:42 PDT > > >evening APs...... > Matt Hazelton was the person in my life. many of you did not ever >know he exsisted on this list and there were some who I am sure saw him >here and there, but only a few selected people got to really know matt. >I was probably the person that knew him the most. and if many of you >never knew, I was in an absolutely wonderful relationship with him. a >quite serious one at that. Matt and I had so many plans and our future >was planned out for us. no matter how or what it would take... Matt >Hazelton and I were going to be together. forever we hoped. now it has >all changed...in a split second it changed. there are so many things you >can prevent from happening but then there are some that you cant. this >was a situation that no one had any control over. I dont think any of >you realize how much I wish I had the power and control to turn it back >around. > When I joined the Angry Psychos in late Januaray 98 matt joined the >day before. My first night in the poe.org chat I was welcomed by Matt >because like me, it was his first time there too. if you ever saw him >lurking around you would have only seen him by 46&2 or 46oz. we talked >and hit it off like no other that night. I could share things with him >like I would never imagine sharing things with an individual. but matt >was not just an individual to me. as the weeks and months began to pass >he became a best friend, a love , and a life to me. like I said >before... I was the one person to really understand and love matt like >no other. and in my heart I know that even though he is gone he still >feels the same about me as when he was here. > The other people that matt talked to me about were so cherished to >him. some of them were Jason Helton(evergreen-darkaether), Kathy >Blair(vampiriss-kat), Amie Niles(shutterbug-nina), Brandon >Tomillia(psycholad), and the famous poe.org's Anita. you are just some >of the few that he mentioned from time to time and that I ever saw him >really talking to a lot. he loved you all so much and you will never >know how much joy and relief you brought to his life. to all the others >that spoke with matt from time to time and to the whole AP crew.... I >know he wanted to thank you. he wanted to thank everyone of you for >excepting who he was and just being such a kick ass group!! > From what I have gathered, Matt was killed in a car accident over this >past weekend. there were four people in the car and matt was riding in >the front passenger seat. Im not sure what caused the accident but all I >do know was that the driver is in the hospital at the moment and that >matt died on the way to the hospital. the two passengers in the back >were uninjured. I havent exactly had the strength and time to contact >his family but I am planning on it and when I do find out more >details...I will do my best to let you all know. I am somewhat close to >his brother and have talked to a few dear friends of matts before. I do >have ways to get a hold of them and am planning to do so as soon as >things began to cool down. > In my heart I truly believe matt is ok now. that he is in his Heaven >where he belongs. I have proof of it. matt showed me last night (for >that was when I found out) that I and along with everyone in his life >were going to make it through and to just be strong. my proof was shown >through a beautiful shooting star. > > if anyone has any questions about anything or ideas for our loss of >matt....please dont hesitate to email me. I will do anything to make >sure your opinion is voiced. talk to you all soon! > > Leann Whittaker > ~Lee~ > >______________________________________________________ >Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com > ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 29 Jul 1998 17:44:04 PDT From: "MistressOf Nosferatu" Subject: Re: Angry Psychos tribute I seriously doubt that by becoming an AP we are all in some kind of organization of bad luck or shitty incidents. accidents happen and no one can prevent them. Matt didnt die b/c he was an Angry Psycho and I doubt any of us would either. Thats like saying you would disconnect from your family because an accident happend just so you wouldnt want to be next. Im sorry but those were some words that needed not to be said. ~Lee >I didn't know this guy at all, but all i can say is that this whole ap's - >dieing - car accidents thing is getting pretty scary. If this happens one >more time any time soon, i am definitly disconnecting from this list....! >pretty freak stuff. Pretty sad stuff.... >condolances, >silver pepper girl > ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 29 Jul 1998 21:10:02 -0400 From: "s-p-g@poe.org" <73214.1142@compuserve.com> Subject: Re: Angry Psychos tribute Message text written by "MistressOf Nosferatu" > I seriously doubt that by becoming an AP we are all in some kind of organization of bad luck or shitty incidents. accidents happen and no one can prevent them. Matt didnt die b/c he was an Angry Psycho and I doubt any of us would either. Thats like saying you would disconnect from your family because an accident happend just so you wouldnt want to be next. Im sorry but those were some words that needed not to be said. ~Lee < I'm SORRY! I really am. Geez. It was meant as an exaggeration of the truth. I know that there;s no conspiracy against the ap's or anything, but my point was that this is getting freaky and sad, that's all. (Now, your words were some wordsthat needed to be said privatly -- not to the whole list!!, thank you!) silver pepper girl ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 29 Jul 1998 18:12:20 -0700 (PDT) From: Shanna Hollich Subject: *NPR* Matthew Hazleton I would just like to say a few words. I feel for Matt's friends and family, and while I did not know him personally, I'm sorry that he was taken away. Death never did seem to hit me very hard, so I may not feel as bad as some people think I should, but I do feel for his friends and family, and I hope that they can learn to grieve for him healthily (yes, I make up words), and, even though he should not be forgotten, we all need to learn how to get on with our lives. I'm sure he will live on the hearts of those he touched forever. Ya know, as I meet more people on the internet, more people seem to be dying. A girl on another list that I knew died in a car accident as well, and it hit everybody real hard. If anyone would like to e-mail me, I am here to listen. Also, I have a website, and if there is going to be tribute website to Matt I would be more than happy to link to it. Better yet, if need be, I would be delighted to host the page myself. If no one else has plans for one, then I'm offering to make one, with suggestions from you AP's. Please let me know. I would really like to help. Thank you. == Shanna Hollich Shadow123@poe.org http://www.geocities.com/SouthBeach/Sands/7738 Shadow123 or ShadowAP on IRC _________________________________________________________ DO YOU YAHOO!? Get your free @yahoo.com address at http://mail.yahoo.com ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 29 Jul 1998 22:04:39 -0400 (EDT) From: Rick Masters Subject: Re: RARE POE ITEM FOR SALE: Southland CD has these for $12 but are very low in stock. I have one coming. :-) AngPsycPOE@aol.com wrote: > Hey there > > For Sale: > *~*~*~* > POE, "Hello" > 8 version 12" set. 2 Disks. Rare Promo Set. 8 versions included. > $25 > *~*~*~*~* > I pay for postage. ANyone wanna buy it? Thanks > > Take care, > Seb =) ------------------------------ End of angry-psychos-digest V3 #213 ***********************************