From: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org (angry-psychos-digest) To: angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Subject: angry-psychos-digest V2 #345 Reply-To: angry-psychos@smoe.org Sender: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk X-To-Unsubscribe: Send mail to "angry-psychos-digest-request@smoe.org" X-To-Unsubscribe: with "unsubscribe" as the body. angry-psychos-digest Thursday, October 23 1997 Volume 02 : Number 345 Today's Subjects: ----------------- Another song for depressed AP's. ["Catherine P. Lewis" ] NPR-my birthday [PurfictLuv@aol.com] new member [Anthony Hess ] Re: halloween ["Richard Woods" ] Re: halloween ["Aron Hess" ] NPR: a wee trip to new orleans [Rastko Kovacevic ] Depression [visionsound ] All these depressed APs. [HJSparkle@aol.com] Re: halloween [PyroShwee@aol.com] lounge-a-palooza (CDNow) [airkc1@juno.com] personal information [Dink6@aol.com] halloween [jessica bazeley ] Re: halloween [Carolyn Demisch ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 02:30:21 -0500 From: "Catherine P. Lewis" Subject: Another song for depressed AP's. This is somewhat in conjunction with the Silverchair song that was posted, and partly as a general comment on PuppyDawg and other "closet-depressed" AP's [sorry, couldn't think of a better phrase]. Let me first say that I know where you are right now and that every day is a battle, but that there _are_ many things to live for in this world. Think about the next time you'll see Poe in concert, or the love of your family and friends (and APs!). In all cases of suicide, the people who get hurt are the family/friends, not the person who actually succeeds -- he or she is gone, and it is the family and friends who are left behind, asking "why" and trying to put the pieces of their lives back together again. So live life for the small pleasures -- listening to your favorite song, or seeing an old friend again. No matter what the problem is -- schoolwork, annoying parents (believe me, both of these are hitting me right now!), a lost love, whatever -- try to make each day better than the last, for we are all in this together. As for PuppyDawg's friend: please keep us posted, and please tell PuppyDawg how much we love her and how much we want her to remain part of the AP family. The following song, "Crazy Baby" by Joan Osborne, basically sums up my relationship to a lot of my friends, and I think it's pretty relevant to this whole situation: Well, your hands are really shaking something awful As you light your twenty-seventh cigarette Oh how long have you been sittin' in the darkness You forget... And you know you're getting really hard to be with And you're crying everytime you turn around And you wonder why you cannot pick your head up Off the ground... CHORUS Oh my crazy baby, try to hold on tight Oh my crazy baby, don't put out the light The light, the light, the light. And they look at you like they don't speak your language And you're living at the bottom of a well And you swallowed all the awful bloody secrets That you can't tell... Oh you know you ought to get yourself together But you cannot bear to walk outside your door No you cannot bear to look into the mirror Anymore... CHORUS Oh your hands are really shaking something awful As your worries crawl around inside your clothes For how long will you be sitting in the darkness Heaven knows... CHORUS *** I know everyone says this, but I, too, am always available for email conversations if anyone has anything they want to talk to me about. The AP family is here to share each others' joys and help each other through their sadnesses -- may the family live forever.... - - catherine ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 08:48:24 -0500 From: Patrick Langley Subject: RE: halloween First there was the Texas Chainsaw Massacre, then Jason, next Michael M., who could forget Freddie C., recently Evil-POE and now the ultimate in terror. Faux spice girls w/their karaokee machine from hell(would that actually make it more realistic??) Run don't walk to the exits. Mommy, mommy it scares me plenty, hold me. %P Fuchi81@aol.com wrote: > I think that if four of you are going as the spice girls singing isn't > optional...but that is just my opinion. > sarah Actually, since Halloween is supposed to be a "scary" time, It would only be proper to sing ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 10:07:45 -0400 (EDT) From: PurfictLuv@aol.com Subject: NPR-my birthday just wanted to say to all my fellow AP's that i turned 15 on the 20th and im getting my permit in a week or two....please dont be too happy for me. anyways just wanted to say that and nothing more AP luv captain connie ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 10:26:21 -0400 (EDT) From: Anthony Hess Subject: new member My name is Tony and I live Baltimore, Maryland. I go to school at Towson University. The first time I ever saw Poe or heard of here was in the summer of '95. She was the opening act for 7 Mary 3 at the 9:30 Club in Washington D.C. It was by far one of my favorite concerts. It took me nearly a year to find the cd. I didn't find it until after I saw her for the second time at the same show in the summer of '96. The cd surprised me completely. I expected what I saw in concert. Although ther cd was different I enjoyed it and am looking foward to the new cd with the band. My main musical intrest is good old '80's heavy metal, hard rock, classic rock, and many other types of music. The only music I don't like is rap and r+b. Bands like Metallica, Guns'n'Roses, Boston, Laughing Colors(local), Love Riot(local), Live, and STP. Make up a very small list of my favorites. ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 12:14:23 -0400 From: "Richard Woods" Subject: Re: halloween Is there really a "Best" one ? ? - -----Original Message----- From: GaulAiel@aol.com To: cardem@bergen.org ; X96RUNYAN@wmich.edu Cc: angry-psychos@smoe.org Date: Monday, October 20, 1997 8:21 AM Subject: Re: halloween >In a message dated 97-10-20 02:28:50 EDT, cardem@bergen.org writes: > ><< I think her name is Mel. C. (maybe?) >> > > Nope, that would be Sporty Spice, the best one. ;) > > Gaul Aiel ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 09:58:59 -0700 From: "Aron Hess" Subject: Re: halloween Getting Off the subject of both Poe and Halloween; Have you seen the previews to the Spice girls new movie, "SpiceWorld" or something like that? can you believe that?? What is this world coming to? scary Just to keep this minimally on subject : Was Poe ever in any movies? - -----Original Message----- From: Richard Woods To: Angry Psychos Date: Wednesday, October 22, 1997 9:54 AM Subject: Re: halloween >Is there really a "Best" one ? ? >-----Original Message----- >From: GaulAiel@aol.com >To: cardem@bergen.org ; X96RUNYAN@wmich.edu > >Cc: angry-psychos@smoe.org >Date: Monday, October 20, 1997 8:21 AM >Subject: Re: halloween > > >>In a message dated 97-10-20 02:28:50 EDT, cardem@bergen.org writes: >> >><< I think her name is Mel. C. (maybe?) >> >> >> Nope, that would be Sporty Spice, the best one. ;) >> >> Gaul Aiel > ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 15:07:21 -0400 From: Rastko Kovacevic Subject: NPR: a wee trip to new orleans hey! just wondering if any of you live in or around new orleans. i'm going there for a conference (25-30 oct) and would love to meet some of you. at any rate, as i'm leaving tomorrow morning (i'm driving down), if you'd like to meet, you can do one of the following: 1. call me at home tonight (514.288.3065) 2. call me at canal st. raddisson in downtown n.o. 3. email rastko@bic.mni.mcgill.ca and hope that i'll get the message somehow :) also, if you live anywhere in wv, ky, tn, la, ga, sc, nc, etc... and wanna meet, same thing... if not, well... sorry for wasting bandwith take care, rastko - -- Rastko | rkovac@po-box.mcgill.ca | http://www.bates.edu/~rkovacev ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 12:41:53 -0700 (MST) From: "POE.ORG" Subject: WEEKLY POE UPDATE 10-21-97 Greetings... I trust that everybody is doing well. Get a FLU shot... * * * I hope you have purchased the Lounge-a-palooza disc and the Hello Techno MaxiSingle. These are both very good pieces of audio and more importantly, they help POE. Don't not lose sight of the fact that if POE succeeds, we all succeed. Angry Psychos in Da House... * * * Lounge-a-palooza parties continue to pop up all over the nation. Look for a post from Robby Black in the next week discussing these events and how we, as angry-psychos, can support POE and make an impression on the poeple that put her on the Album. I am learning that in the entertainment industry, you can be the best of the best but, if nobody cares about you and there is no fan base, you are useless. WE ARE POE's FAN BASE -- The Core.. Go to these events! Support POE... * * * The song TODAY that POE did for the Great Expectations Soundtrack is done and is awesome. I notice the lyrics are starting to be added to other people's Web Pages (as they should be). Look for this CD to be out on January 6, 1998. DID i mention that the song is really good? Iam going to work with Modern Records and see how we may be able to get it on POE.ORG's Real Audio for you to hear. "Politics of Dancing" * * * POE and the band were in a photo shoot this past week. I can only assume that this was a session to take some photos for the new album cover (and insert)... Maybe they just want pictures of themselves. * * * Please be sure to register with POE.ORG as we are updating a database so we can be preparred for the new album and ensuing fan-zine, etc. This is a confidential database and will NEVER be distributed to others. * * * On a related note... Angry-Psychos.Com is slowly evolving and I want to know what you thing we should have on it... Ideas: Registration... Who we are - How to sign-up... Pictures of AP events... Regional Organization... * * * Take Care Thanks for supporting... POE.ORG ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 14:54:57 -0500 From: visionsound Subject: Depression I should definitely check my email more often. I hate to sound like I'm jumping on a bandwagon (although I am), but I am a 26 year old who has suffered from dysthemia (a milder form of serious depression) for most of my life. I thought, when I was a teenager, that it would go away - that it was just typical angst, etc - but it never did. I know how painful it can be. I know how tempting it can be to walk away from the pain. I know how hard it is to be alone. Anyone who ever wants to talk can email me privately (visionsound@earthlink.net), or call me (205)823-2061. I don't have all the answers, but I can listen really well. Try listening to music - not the depressing stuff. That only exacerbates the problem. Rather, put on something goofy, like the Bloodhound Gang, or something dreamlike - the Blade Runner soundtrack, or Enya. If you have nothing else, you will always have your head to escape to. And, judging from what I've seen on this list, there's enough creativity and intelligence out there to provide plenty of escape, until better times come. Kenn ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 16:48:00 -0400 (EDT) From: HJSparkle@aol.com Subject: All these depressed APs. We have a subconcious bond, the music we love, the way we speak...our mannerisms...our dark thoughts.....our love of the happy computer... We may find we share a common link when it comes to these things, becuase many ...MANY of us are depressed. i have been self-hating for a long time. i struggled with eating disorders and won. i condidered suicide...i wrote my notes...picked a date...but i didn't do it, because i kinda wanted to know what was going to happen tomorrow, or the next day. i also realized that i'm not half bad...and that people love me a lot more if i love myself. although i've never really made an AP friend, i do have a support system of friends here, near home. finally i have found people who love me....not because i act a certain way, or dress a certain way...or i am convienient....they just love ME! i know not everyone has friends like this, and i know i'm REALLY luck. thanks for listening.....sorry to type so much... AP Love, Heather "the Sam Goody worker who's nobody's goody goody girl." ****************************************************************************** ** Why do we crucify ourselves? Every day, i crucify myself. ~Tori Amos ****************************************************************************** ** ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 17:09:16 -0400 (EDT) From: PyroShwee@aol.com Subject: Re: halloween Well, guys, I know for halloween, I am gonna be the killers in Scream, and run around in that costume... hehehe =) woohoo Ashley PyroShweeATaolDOTcom ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 18:08:44 -0400 From: airkc1@juno.com Subject: lounge-a-palooza (CDNow) I ordered lounge-a-palooza from CDNow a long while back. Usually they're one of the fastest mail(or is it internet) order firms. And I just found out it's on special order, so it's gonna be another 20-30 days at least! Listened to it at Blockbuster Music, but bought it from CDNow 'cause it's cheaper, and now...I want my loungeapalooza! So don't order it from CDNow if you haven't got it yet. Oh well, Kung-Gene ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 19:03:53 -0400 From: Dink6@aol.com Subject: personal information (1) Who you are?, Lisa Anne (2) Where you're from?, Boca Raton Florida (3) How old you are?, 16 (4) Where you first heard Poe?, in the car....on the radio (5) What other musicians do you listen to? mostly cute girlies but i love NIN, TOOL, The Cure, and anything else with a decent message (6) Any other interesting information you wish to share. um...okay...well, i love poe....i love women...i'm a heterosexual lesbian, i love to read, music is my desire, i draw, i write poetry (good poetry) and i am nice :) i love poeple and friends and all that good stuff too. (especially puppies and babies) ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 20:19:40 -0400 From: jessica bazeley Subject: halloween I'm going to be a lobster! - -- ~jessica "You thought you could keep me from loving You thought you could feed on my soul But while you were busy destroying my life What was half in me has become whole" ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 23 Oct 1997 00:30:48 -0400 From: Carolyn Demisch Subject: Re: halloween I can't belive the spice girls have a movie!! I saw the preview on the MTV music awards, and I was like, "no --- it can't be --- NOT THAT!!! ANYTHING BUT THAT!!!!!!!!!!!" (ok, so I'm a bit dramatic..) If the spice girls can star in a movie how come I can't?? - -Carolyn Aron Hess wrote: > > Getting Off the subject of both Poe and Halloween; Have you seen the > previews to the Spice girls new movie, "SpiceWorld" or something like that? > can you believe that?? What is this world coming to? scary > > Just to keep this minimally on subject : Was Poe ever in any movies? > > -----Original Message----- > From: Richard Woods > To: Angry Psychos > Date: Wednesday, October 22, 1997 9:54 AM > Subject: Re: halloween > > >Is there really a "Best" one ? ? > >-----Original Message----- > >From: GaulAiel@aol.com > >To: cardem@bergen.org ; X96RUNYAN@wmich.edu > > > >Cc: angry-psychos@smoe.org > >Date: Monday, October 20, 1997 8:21 AM > >Subject: Re: halloween > > > > > >>In a message dated 97-10-20 02:28:50 EDT, cardem@bergen.org writes: > >> > >><< I think her name is Mel. C. (maybe?) >> > >> > >> Nope, that would be Sporty Spice, the best one. ;) > >> > >> Gaul Aiel > > ------------------------------ End of angry-psychos-digest V2 #345 ***********************************