From: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org (angry-psychos-digest) To: angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Subject: angry-psychos-digest V2 #344 Reply-To: angry-psychos@smoe.org Sender: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-angry-psychos-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk X-To-Unsubscribe: Send mail to "angry-psychos-digest-request@smoe.org" X-To-Unsubscribe: with "unsubscribe" as the body. angry-psychos-digest Wednesday, October 22 1997 Volume 02 : Number 344 Today's Subjects: ----------------- NPR [Dollphini@aol.com] Re: Re: halloween [Fuchi81@aol.com] A little too intimate. [BDavie6219@aol.com] Actual Poe News...... ["Richard Woods" ] hello all [carri l goodridge ] My lyrics page.... ["Lawrence J. Kim" ] NPR - Re: A little too intimate. ["Allan Grimm (The Reaper)" ] Re: SPR: Great Expectations ["Michele Santiago" ] Spring... [Robby Black ] POE in these things? [Robby Black ] sorry if..... ["Angry Psycho" ] NPR: depression story(fwd) [Rebecca Lynn Clark ] Re: My birthday [Carolyn ] Re: Internet Message ["Jason K Helton" ] this too will pass ["Timothy F. Griffin" ] NPR Roadtrip.... We're back.... ["Michele Santiago" ] Re: halloween [Aron Hess ] NPR: i'll be in D.C. this weekend who wants to chill [MAME19@aol.com] All these depressed APs....a song ["s-p-g@poe.org" <73214.1142@compuserve] Matt Sorum (what he's up to) [agentorange2@juno.com (Rusty M Shelby)] Angry Psychos Birthdays ["Angry Psycho" ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 01:43:07 -0400 (EDT) From: Dollphini@aol.com Subject: NPR << Easy. Ever read Edgar Allan Poe?>> My parents scare me. How can I be realated to an orphan. Humph. ::Pokes her head back into the ground again:: I haven't posted in months...woop. I"m going to be Rayanne Graff for Halloween (...heh Samhain heh...) If anyone remembers me, cause I've forgotten myself, e mail me and tell me whats been going on. Heck, when I was here, I never even posted, what can I expect. Shutting up now, Amber ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 05:55:40 -0400 (EDT) From: Fuchi81@aol.com Subject: Re: Re: halloween I think that if four of you are going as the spice girls singing isn't optional...but that is just my opinion. sarah ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 06:58:18 -0400 (EDT) From: BDavie6219@aol.com Subject: A little too intimate. This is a letter for PuppyDawg. This is a letter for all those that feel like her. It is a little after 5am here on the east coast. I have yet to go to sleep tonight and I haven't checked my email for days. I've been on for about an hour & a half, reading about lesbian kisses and halloween costumes and suicide. I am going to appologize now for the size of this post because I already know it's going to be long and--most possibly--largely irrelevent. I will also appologize up front for any cursing or anything else I say that will offend anyone; I am usually a gentlemen, but this trancends censorship (self-imposed or otherwise). Let it also be said that this is an extremely personal account and I'd appreciate it if it wasn't circulated all over the place, but I'm sending it to 400+ people so I haven't a reason to complain. For those veterans to the list, it is surprising to discover that I exist because I post rarely, if even at all. I prefer to handle my affairs over the more personal, individual email than that of the bulk list. My name is Billy. I was born in Daytona Beach, FL nearly 21 years ago, and I've spent most of my life living outside of Jacksonville, FL. I've lived a sheltered life in a family that started in the lower-class and has moved into the upper-middle. I am old for my age, like so many of my generation. I am not now nor have I ever done any drugs, but I have friends that are pushers. I do not drink either, as a personal preference. I was in love once, but that was a long time ago. Although I am not Tom Cruise, I am hansome, yet modest, young man. If you saw me on the street I would be like everyone else and I have friends that still do not know what I am going to describe to you in this letter. I am also "suffer" from chronic depression. This letter is to PuppyDawg. She will probably understand better than most. This is also a letter to all those who do not understand her or suicide (and cannot say that I understand more than those close to her). It is slightly more complicated than "don't do it." This letter is why I am still alive; I hope she reads it. This letter is my story. I've had chronic depression since I was fifteen months old as the result of a fall. I was a gifted child both before and after the accident, so everyone thought it was a miracle I was still alive and supposedly unharmed. As it turns out I have a truamatic brain injury from it. I have brain damage. I look fine, I'm smart (two standard deviations above the norm), I act normal enough, but something is still wrong. I write slow, real slow. That's odd, I guess. And I, like many people, have a low self-esteem. I've taken it a step further before--into self-hatred. Hell, I'm in one of those phases now, and it's lasted over a year and a half. I can go a week without leaving my room or speaking a word. I know what it is to feel alone . . . so alone that you do not even have yourself to turn to. Of course, I hide behind my masks and no one sees or cares to see. Sometimes my spirits can get higher than normal, but the depression is always there. Sometimes I can feel it in my chest. It is like my whole body is filled with emptiness. I know what it's like to contemplate your own death. I know what it is like to actually feel like shit. But here I am still alive. I trudge through every day hoping that it will be better. Why? Well, it is a little anticlimatic--and there is more than one reason. The main one is that I have people who care about me and who I do not want to hurt: my parents and grandmother especially. Another is that I have a special friend named Megan. And although it isn't exactly mutual, I have strong feelings for her. Sometimes it's as simple as a lack of motivation. But, whatever it is, I am among the living. Through years of introspection, I created my reason to live. This is a letter to PuppyDawg. I hope you choose to live. I've placed my life on stage so that everyone can see how much I want you to live, so that maybe you can see that you are not alone. Everyone has a story, and I do not know yours. I am not here to preach to you. I am just here. Billy Davie Dangerboy@poe.org ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 08:59:00 -0400 From: "Richard Woods" Subject: Actual Poe News...... I don't know if anyone posted this yet... But the AP's are in ComputerLife this month(actualy it's November, but you all know how magazines work by now....). It pretty much kick's, but doesn't mention names, just that the AP's rock. Ok, enough of my babble....... rick PS: if there are any new DarkForces JediKnight players out there... whatta ya say to some AP deathmatches.. ? ? Heck, I will even try to play quake again.... ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 11:29:55 -0400 (EDT) From: carri l goodridge Subject: hello all Just a short post to say...I'm back! It has been a long summer without some of you to chat with. I am glad that some of you tried to keep in touch with me (Mr. Reaper =)--There is none like you). So, tell me, have I missed anything extremely exciting???? Someone can e-mail me privetaly if they feel that I have missed anything BIG. c-ya psychos psychogrl ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 11:25:24 -0500 (CDT) From: "Lawrence J. Kim" Subject: My lyrics page.... I have added the following songs to my lyrics page in the past two weeks: - - Today - - Hello (E-Smoove Funk Mix) When I get some time, I will organize the page even more. Check it out at http://www.cec.wustl.edu/~ljk1/poe.html and click on 'Lyrics' Cheers, Lawrence ************************************************************************* Lawrence Kim * PseudoSwede in the POE.ORG chatroom ljk1@cec.wustl.edu * Hobbe on IRC lawrence@poe.org * Co-MWAP Regional Leader (mwap@poe.org) Maintainer of POE : The Mistress of Groove http://www.cec.wustl.edu/~ljk1/poe.html ************************************************************************* ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 11:12:05 -0400 (EDT) From: "Allan Grimm (The Reaper)" Subject: NPR - Re: A little too intimate. This is a response to Billy as well as my story to say, "Hey this is starting to hit closer to me too." I can relate to Billy about being smart, but yet reading and doing work slow. I wonder if that has something to do with depression or if it's just a freak coincidence. I've always been depressed and sort of a loner. I've always been social, and tried to fit in but I'm a "Goonie" (if you've ever seen the movie you'd understand). It's always bothered me a little. I've never really felt like I've ever really had good friends. 90% of them always seem like friends when it was convenent for them. Unfortunately I've also been guilty of this on occassion. Anyway, getting to my point. I've gotten depressed to the point that suicide has entered my mind before, but up until about a week ago, I knew that I wouldn't follow through on it. There were to many things that I wanted to accomplish before I die, and for a long time that's what has kept me going. Unfortunately, loneliness is a very powerful force, and almost pushed me over the edge this weekend. It's the closest I've ever been and it really frightend me to actually be seriously concidering this as an option. I don't know if those APs that I chatted with this weekend even realized how much I was hurting, but they did help me. I wish I could remember exactly who I did talk to this weekend. I know that I talked to Kat, Ed, and Kent all at least breifly this weekend. I want to say thanks to those who have helped me, and I also want to say that if anyone ever needs some support during hard times, please e-mail me, or call me even (614-597-9431) ask for Allan, and my roommates name is Joe. I hope this helps show that we are out here, and even if our circumstances are different, we can still find strength in others who try to understand, from what they've been through. Sincerely, Allan (Reaper@poe.org) ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 10:33:33 -0500 (CDT) From: "Lawrence J. Kim" Subject: SPR: Great Expectations If you like to download and view the trailer for 'Great Expectations'. Here's a URL.. http://www.geocities.com/Hollywood/Hills/7343/previews.html I believe people have said POE's song is on the trailer? This site is also a great place to read about news/rumors about upcoming movies (all the way through 1999). Cheers, Lawrence ************************************************************************* Lawrence Kim * PseudoSwede in the POE.ORG chatroom ljk1@cec.wustl.edu * Hobbe on IRC lawrence@poe.org * Co-MWAP Regional Leader (mwap@poe.org) Maintainer of POE : The Mistress of Groove http://www.cec.wustl.edu/~ljk1/poe.html ************************************************************************* ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 13:30:04 -0500 From: "Michele Santiago" Subject: Re: SPR: Great Expectations > If you like to download and view the trailer for 'Great Expectations'. > Here's a URL.. > > http://www.geocities.com/Hollywood/Hills/7343/previews.html > > I believe people have said POE's song is on the trailer? Nope, it's "Life In Mono" by Mono. > This site is also a great place to read about news/rumors about upcoming > movies (all the way through 1999). The Great Expectations soundtrack page is on http://www.aye.net/~mikewhy/greatex.html - --Michele Michele Santiago, shell@poe.org The Spirit of Serramonte Will Never Die! ;D members.aol.com/VR5SBloom/psychovixen.html by FTP and by the {{{{{Web}}}}} VR.5 Viewer's Guide, POE discography, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, and Live 105 Mailing list for Hibernia Beach Live! hbeach-list-request@eskimo.com Xander: "You've been studying for nearly twelve minutes." Buffy: "No wonder my brain's fried." ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 17:37:03 -0400 From: Robby Black Subject: Spring... Most of us have many stories about Spring-Mariah Fertig, whether it was in the chatroom or face to face...Let us remember our stories about Spring... Come share with us: http://www.angry-psychos.com Pictures also welcome... Thanks, Robby - -- Robby Black robby@poe.org http://www.bsa.net/ny/t262 <--BSA 262 POE is at: www.poe.org & www.angry-psychos.com ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 17:41:41 -0400 From: Robby Black Subject: POE in these things? Hey Psychos... Keep an eye out on the next rolling stone mag...It features women artists....Keep an eye for POE in this... & Did you know POE will be playing in La this month?? POE in LA on the 27th of this month. Wow...only if I lived a little closer..POE PReforming...Probably won't preform for a while either..humm...a good time to see her? you tell me... A good time for Angry-Psychos to be there? I think so... Let me know if you plan on attending the show... Take care, robby - -- Robby Black robby@poe.org A n G r Y - P s Y c H o S: Taking over the Planet One Psycho at a Time www.poe.org www.angry-psychos.com ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 16:05:37 PDT From: "Angry Psycho" Subject: sorry if..... Sorry if you sent me anything and I didn't reply. I just got to my e-mail and saw 150 new messages. SO... I deleted them. I've been living to "That Day" lately. Just yesterday I killed my truck while driving up to Salem. I need a new radiatior, headlights, turn signals, fenders, bumper, grill, tires, and brakes now. I may as well sell the damn thing. And I was going to paint it white, have a custom tailgate that said PSYCHO instead of NISSAN on it, and paint the POE logo on my hood. I was even going to put "Can't Talk To A Psycho Like A Normal Human Being" on one side! :( ~jason hoesing ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 19:32:36 -0400 From: Rebecca Lynn Clark Subject: NPR: depression story(fwd) this is my story...read if you want, if not delete. - -becky=) "Dude, Snacky Cakes? KICKASS!" -Cartman (Southpark) "Yeah, right. You'll go and sit in front of the TV and eat Cheesy Poofs, Assmaster!" -Stan (Southpark) @@@@Listen to PSYCHO on NewRock ACRN 99.3 caFM@@@@ @@@@Every Saturday & Sunday 4-6 p.m.@@@@ =OP~ - ---------- Forwarded message ---------- Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 14:15:05 -0400 (EDT) From: Rebecca Lynn Clark To: BDavie6219@aol.com Subject: Re: A little too intimate. i know you... i have had clinical depression since at least 8 years old...that's my earliest memory of being horribly depressed, we recently found out that it may be genetic...my great-great-grandmother hung herself...and i have her hands! i guess my grandfather has always said that i looked eeriely like her... i almost died more times than i can count, most often no one knew how close to death i was, or even that death was a thought in my mind...when i ended up in the hospital 4 years ago, i hit my all time low...but when i saw how many people i hurt in the process...it made me want to die even more, i never meant to hurt anyone except myself... but my parents put their foot down and were supportive of me, and watched over me, and i thank them for saving my life...without them i wouldn't bve here, i would have died a long time ago... i don't know what realy keeps me alive...i can say a ton of inspirational shit, that sounds great, but i remember how it was when i was on that cliff, nothing anyone says seems to help...its like trying to point out a spot on the floor to a blind person... all i do know is i am alive...and for now, i want to remain that way, but there isn't a day that goes by that i don't look in the mirror and want to slit my throat...i can't help it, i have a disease for which there is no cure...sure i could take one of those drugs like prozac...but i'd rather not become dependant on a pill to make me happy...besides, other drugs i am taking will have reactions to anti-depressants, so i'm screwed... the only thing i can do is realize that if i have survived this long, i am strong as a person...and if i have survived this long, why can't i survive for another 19 years? and another 19 after that? i don't realy like being alive...but it is a choice i have made. and i hope other people can make the same choice, because i will greatly miss them...AP LOVE is REAL! - -becky=) "Dude, Snacky Cakes? KICKASS!" -Cartman (Southpark) "Yeah, right. You'll go and sit in front of the TV and eat Cheesy Poofs, Assmaster!" -Stan (Southpark) @@@@Listen to PSYCHO on NewRock ACRN 99.3 caFM@@@@ @@@@Every Saturday & Sunday 4-6 p.m.@@@@ =OP~ On Tue, 21 Oct 1997 BDavie6219@aol.com wrote: > This is a letter for PuppyDawg. > This is a letter for all those that feel like her. > > It is a little after 5am here on the east coast. I have yet to go > to sleep tonight and I haven't checked my email for days. I've been > on for about an hour & a half, reading about lesbian kisses and > halloween costumes and suicide. I am going to appologize now for > the size of this post because I already know it's going to be long > and--most possibly--largely irrelevent. I will also appologize up > front for any cursing or anything else I say that will offend > anyone; I am usually a gentlemen, but this trancends censorship > (self-imposed or otherwise). Let it also be said that this is an > extremely personal account and I'd appreciate it if it wasn't > circulated all over the place, but I'm sending it to 400+ people so > I haven't a reason to complain. > > For those veterans to the list, it is surprising to discover that I > exist because I post rarely, if even at all. I prefer to handle my > affairs over the more personal, individual email than that of the > bulk list. My name is Billy. I was born in Daytona Beach, FL > nearly 21 years ago, and I've spent most of my life living outside > of Jacksonville, FL. I've lived a sheltered life in a family that > started in the lower-class and has moved into the upper-middle. I > am old for my age, like so many of my generation. I am not now nor > have I ever done any drugs, but I have friends that are pushers. I > do not drink either, as a personal preference. I was in love once, > but that was a long time ago. Although I am not Tom Cruise, I am > hansome, yet modest, young man. If you saw me on the street I would > be like everyone else and I have friends that still do not know what > I am going to describe to you in this letter. I am also "suffer" > from chronic depression. > > This letter is to PuppyDawg. She will probably understand better > than most. > This is also a letter to all those who do not understand her or > suicide (and > cannot say that I understand more than those close to her). It is > slightly more complicated than "don't do it." This letter is why I > am still alive; I hope she reads it. This letter is my story. > > I've had chronic depression since I was fifteen months old as the > result of a fall. I was a gifted child both before and after the > accident, so everyone thought it was a miracle I was still alive and > supposedly unharmed. As it turns out I have a truamatic brain > injury from it. I have brain damage. I look fine, I'm smart (two > standard deviations above the norm), I act normal enough, but > something is still wrong. I write slow, real slow. That's odd, I > guess. And I, like many people, have a low self-esteem. I've taken > it a step further before--into self-hatred. Hell, I'm in one of > those phases now, and it's lasted over a year and a half. I can go > a week without leaving my room or speaking a word. I know what it > is to feel alone . . . so alone that you do not even have yourself > to turn to. > > Of course, I hide behind my masks and no one sees or cares to see. > Sometimes my spirits can get higher than normal, but the depression > is always there. Sometimes I can feel it in my chest. It is like my > whole body is filled with emptiness. I know what it's like to > contemplate your own death. I know what it is like to actually feel > like shit. > > But here I am still alive. I trudge through every day hoping that > it will be better. Why? Well, it is a little anticlimatic--and > there is more than one reason. The main one is that I have people > who care about me and who I do not want to hurt: my parents and > grandmother especially. Another is that I have a special friend > named Megan. And although it isn't exactly mutual, I have strong > feelings for her. Sometimes it's as simple as a lack of motivation. > But, whatever it is, I am among the living. Through years of > introspection, I created my reason to live. > > This is a letter to PuppyDawg. I hope you choose to live. I've > placed my life on stage so that everyone can see how much I want you > to live, so that maybe you can see that you are not alone. Everyone > has a story, and I do not know yours. I am not here to preach to > you. I am just here. > > Billy Davie > Dangerboy@poe.org > ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 19:32:57 -0400 From: Carolyn Subject: Re: My birthday Um, call me dumb, but what on earth are "tape trees??" I think I missed that one! - -Carolyn On Mon, 20 Oct 1997 pwolf@bellsouth.net wrote: > Tomorrow, October 21st, is my birthday. I'm not usually one to ask > for a birthday present, but in this case... I'm sure you will all > forgive me. > > All I want are tape trees. I missed them when they were > circulating. > > If anyone could be so kind as to do this for me and provide their > own birthdate, I'll do something special (Poe related) for them. > > If interested, e-mail me and I'll send my address or something. > > Happy birthday to me, > Proudwolf > > *De angry coon-ass psycho from de bayou* > > *Never again the burning times.* > ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 19:32:56 -0400 From: "Jason K Helton" Subject: Re: Internet Message > - how in the world does one "dress up like the plague" and would > one > wear a sign saying "i'm from an edgar allen poe book, so now call > me 'poe?'" see, i don't get it... MOTRD was set in a costume party. The "thing" was in a costume. This costume represented the plague. So if you dress up like the plague, then people will ask and you might say "I am the plague from Masque of the Red Death"... and if you don't say then people will ask anyway and somehow Poe will come up. "Had they but courage equal to desire" - W B Yeats Mithrandir (Jason) Myth GreenKnight & BeastMinion jhelton@vt.edu evergreen@poe.org AP LOVE!!! ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 19:32:55 -0400 From: "Timothy F. Griffin" Subject: this too will pass love it and live by it =20 Tim @-->---- even a rose as beautiful as it is has thorns ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 19:32:50 -0400 From: "Michele Santiago" Subject: NPR Roadtrip.... We're back.... Hey Psychos... it's E/Shell@poe.org.... we just got back to DC about three hours ago.... it was a weird weekend, but also lots and lots of fun... (for those of you who COULD have come along... you don't really wanna know what you missed, i don't think....) anyway, it all started at around 8am Saturday, I (Erik) left my house in Munhall, Pennsylvania for the first unofficial NPR AP Roadtrip... which turned into a really strange weekend, but i'm getting ahead of myself, so... 8AM.... departs Munhall... en route to American University, Washington DC. (without the directions to Turtle's house...) 11AM... Erik calls home and finds out the tapes he sent out to Rusty, Robby, KC, and Brette were all returned... (guys, as soon as i get home.... i'm sorry....) you will all get something special on your tapes now... Shell and I spent a lot of time shopping... oops... getting ahead of myself again... 12:30PM-Erik exits at the Washington/Potomac exit... 12:30-2:00PM-Erik wanders DC looking for American University Main Campus... 2:00PM-Erik finally finds AU and parks next to what Shell refers to as the "Flaming cupcake"... 2:07PM-Erik calls shell from the reception area of her dorm... 2:07:30-Shell comes downstairs, revealing a deep secret that she is a charlatan-psychic-PsYcHo. (we were wearing the same purple t-shirt.) 2:08PM-Shell screams alot, and lots of hugging occurs... 2:09PM-We go to Shell's room for no reason. I leave the keys to the PoeMobile there, leave a message for Robby saying the tapes just aren't meant to get there for some ungodly reason... We went out to eat, discovered we had no money and no keys.... Shell ran back to her room, we went to the poemoblie got root beer and keys and went to get cheeseburgers with root beer in tow. Sometime around 3PM... we are done eating/listening to Poe Vinyl for the time being, go out and decide to ride the Metro and stall on leaving for NC... we get in this tiny sardine can of a public transit shuttle and are off to the DC Metro subway system.... Buy Poe Vinyl for Erik, Poe CD5 for Tim... some other stuff for the roadtrip, and off we go.... stop at Domino's for dinner, and go home and debate actually leaving to go to Turtle's... of course along this time frame lots of random acts of silliness and psycho things happen... but that's another story... entirely... 7:07PM-We leave for Turtle's... around midnite... we run out of gas on Interstate 95... heading south toward Charlotte... it's been raining hard for hours... and we were miles from nowhere... so we began the trek for gasoline... on foot... (with Shell of course laughing alot at how incredibly stupid I am... DUH!) and some nice person picked us up on the roadside and drove us to the gas station in the closest town... (Ashdale, NC Rules!!!) anyway... we got there and the lady behind the counter was very nice to us... "Are you gonna bring my gas can back???" so, we go to tell the guy that we were gonna go back now, and he was GONE... with Shell's purple umbrella in his car :o( don't worry... i'll get her another... anyway... we called the auto club (thank god for AAA) and by around 3AM we were back at the gas station refueling....after shell got to ride in a truck for the first time, but that three hours was a bit weird....shell was missing a bottle of root beer after the car was stuck..... around 6:40AM.... we arrive in Charlotte in search of Turtle's house (we had downloaded directions around the time we wrote to Robby from Shell's...) around 6:55AM... we stop and ask directions from someone at a gas station that had NO CLUE... so we bought a map... and... around 7:30AM... we got to Turtle's... 8:00AM Sunday.... we discuss sleep while Turtle's family leaves... we eventually decide we aren't going to sleep and... fall asleep. 12:00PM-We leave for the Ren Festival (where Turtle was... the reason we went to Charlotte...) 1:00PM-We get to the site of the Ren Festival and find out it was canceled... :o(.... (so much for the "event" that was supposed to attract us on this trip.... oopsie....) 1:00-3:00PM-Shell and I go music shopping somewhere in Charlotte... (we got to know the town quite well... ya know... getting lost a lot and all...) 3:00PM-We go back to Turtle's... her mom tells us where she's at, we go there... meet some of Turtle's friends, go back with Turtle to her house and vegetate for a little while... Eventually... we go out shopping for music again, buy Poe Vinyl for Tim, and a few hundred other things... go home, sit around for a while, and eventually go to a coffee shop with Turtle and her friend Kristen... who was also cool btw... and then we went to the grocery store.... don't ask me why... it was just late on a sunday nite... and shell wanted to see it... then we went back to Turtle's, and debated going home... yet again we just sorta fell asleep... Monday morning... 1 AM... 2 AM... 3 AM... 4AM... 5AM... 6AM... 7AM.... 8AM... 9AM... we are awakened by the sound of the clock that they should sample for the new E-Shell remix of "How Long"... (at the present time Michele is procrastinating like crazy over studying for her midterm tomorrow... so... we're now watching Poe videos, and she's starting to act really rude... i think she hates me... i'm not positive... but i think she does....) - ----- Hiiiiiyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeee it's Michele now, in a slightly better mood... So we finally woke up at 10, because turtle was awake and practicing her violin. We talked for an hour or so, and listened to the Poe vinyl, until I started getting really really grouchy about the midterm that I'm now about to take in 10 hours, so I said, "Uh...if it weren't for the damn midterm, we'd stay, but...I really gotta go..." so we did get going. Of course, we stayed for lunch and didn't leave til 1... - ----- Shell decided to go talk to Fleety for hours and now I'm writing... midterm for her tomorrow... i read the stuff she said she was supposed to... of course she didn't read it... but i have a feeling she can do quite well on the exam... she's just in denial about the whole thing... okay, where were we? oh yeah.... we were still in Charlotte... after we left Turtle's we decided eventually to go to lunch... so we went to Taco Bell... we ended up getting lunch and dinner out of that one meal, which was cool, since we spent so much money on music and gas... probably good to keep a low budget at this point... so, we left... the trip back here to DC was pretty uneventful... lots of driving and a quick drive through downtown Richmond looking for the EA Poe museum... we didn't find it though... when we got back to DC... for some strange reason... we went shopping again... then we came home and ate the rest of our taco bell meal and caught up with Michele's roommate (Michelle)... and Michelle left and let us take over the room so Shell could "study"... yep... she did a whole lot of that... uh huh.... (i think she's asleep... so, be quiet if you're reading this aloud...) anyway, compared to other POE related AP trips I've been on, I have to say... you guys miss alot... I encourage each and every one of you to organize and carry out a NPR roadtrip... because honestly, it could bring you some wonderful memories... - ----- Shell's asleep, but since this is her account we're using (btw, i can't read my mail at all until i go home, so if you wrote me, don't expect a reply for a couple of days because i honestly do not know when i'm leaving DC... probably incredibly soon, because i know shell is definitely getting sick of looking at me...) anyway... *buh-bye* e/shell@poe.org Michele Santiago, shell@poe.org The Spirit of Serramonte Will Never Die! ;D members.aol.com/VR5SBloom/psychovixen.html by FTP and by the {{{{{Web}}}}} VR.5 Viewer's Guide, POE discography, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, and Live 105 Mailing list for Hibernia Beach Live! hbeach-list-request@eskimo.com Xander: "You've been studying for nearly twelve minutes." Buffy: "No wonder my brain's fried." ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 16:34:19 -0700 From: Aron Hess Subject: Re: halloween Fuchi81@aol.com wrote: > I think that if four of you are going as the spice girls singing isn't > optional...but that is just my opinion. > sarah Actually, since Halloween is supposed to be a "scary" time, It would only be proper to sing ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 21:09:54 -0400 (EDT) From: MAME19@aol.com Subject: NPR: i'll be in D.C. this weekend who wants to chill so i'm going to washington d.c. to see my cousins play before it goes on broadway...i'm leaving thursday afternoon and coming home sunday afternoon...any fellow psychos in the d.c. area wanna chill with me??? the only problem is i have no transportation...but i am going to be bored most of the time and i need to have someone show me around...anyways if you wanna chill email me...AP LOVE Magan ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 22 Oct 1997 00:10:02 -0400 From: "s-p-g@poe.org" <73214.1142@compuserve.com> Subject: All these depressed APs....a song It really scares me how many in-closet depressed APs are now coming out, and how many more there might be. I mean, in one case, I was just like, "Ya think ya know a guy..." Well, this whole situation reminded me of th= e begining of a song that I think would be really appropriate to share with= you. Pleae, please, PLEASE read it, and don't pre-judge when I tell you who wrote it. It's called "Shade", and it's by Silverchair...: If you're hurting, why don't you tell someone? Don't feel bad, you're not that only one, yea... Don't go hiding, hiding in the shade, Don't go hiding, hiding in the shade... If you were abused, find someone to help you. I know you were used, what are you gonna do? Yea... Don't go hiding, hiding in the shade, Don't go hiding, hiding in the shade... :) silver pepper girl = ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 16:26:22 -0400 From: agentorange2@juno.com (Rusty M Shelby) Subject: Matt Sorum (what he's up to) this information below was extracted from the Tori Amos website "A Dent In The Tori Amos Net Universe". I thought Matt Sorum was working with Poe right now? But, you knows those rock stars... :P they can do a million things at once. for those of you who are not Tori fans, Steve Caton is a gutiarist. He played with tori in Y Kant Tori Read (her first band, that Matt Sorum was also in), and he has also played on all of tori's solo albums, and was also with her on her last tour. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ from: http://www.aye.net/~mikewhy/torimain.html Steve Caton Working On Solo Album, Tori's Album I received an email from Debbie Piccolo, who is the Tori Amos Section Leader on Compuserve. She has spoken with Steve Caton recently, and he told her that he is working on a solo project currently with Matt Sorum (ex-Y Kant Tori Read and Gun-n-Roses drummer). It will NOT be a metal album however! We will hopefully have more details on that at a later date. He also revealed that he's leaving for England on Oct 31st to record the new album with Tori for a few weeks. We had reports that Tori had planned to start recording October 1st. I don't know if this news means that recording was delayed or perhaps she did not require Steve's services until then. You can always read the latest new album news on my New Album Watch Page. Also, the Toriphiles on Compuserve are always looking for new people to join their community! ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 21:48:49 PDT From: "Angry Psycho" Subject: Angry Psychos Birthdays I'm currently at work on my poe page. I want to do a section on you angry psychos out there, and I want info. If anyone is willing to e-mail me some specific info, I would be more than happy to post it on the internet on my site. Here's what I need: Anyone who's willing to, send your name, age, birthdate, e-mail address, homepage and/or POE page if you have one, to me at hoesinj@lbcc.cc.or.us please. I'm putting together a full addressbook for the page. I may even do a "Featured page of the Week" thing too. We'll see. Anyway, if you want to, you MUST send to my hoesinj@lbcc.cc.or.us address. DO NOT reply to this message, and please put PSYCHO ADDRESS as the subject. That way I can sort them all out from the rest of my e-mail. The future is a slut. She promises herself to everyone. ~jason ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ End of angry-psychos-digest V2 #344 ***********************************